complications.

the beginning

Dear diary,

Today was a crazy day. My ex dean kissed me! But it wasn't just a kiss, there was so much more to it than that. I always thought he was the shy, innocent boy. I've been wrong, he's not shy. he's dominant, and kinky, and honestly makes the Corniest things sound hot. 

today I'm sitting in band class, looking at the two kids, flirt with eachother, kinda feeling uncomfortable but HEY! I'm nosey. Anyways so me and dean make eye contact, and he motions with his head for me to follow him. Thats where it starts

We walked to the back of the band room and dean starts talking about his friend who was flirting, then he pulls me closer and says

"Can I do something stupid"

And without thinking I respond

"Sure"

He then pulls me closer, we lean our heads together, and we kiss. At first I was a little shocked because when we dated we didn't kiss at all, and now, we were friends kissing in the back of the band room, like things had changed. Well when we pulled away I leaned in for another kiss, bc that was sorta intoxicating.

"See that wasn't bad was it" dean says

I smile "thats a secret"

He then smacks my ass as I walk away. I go chill with him friends for a couple of minutes, until my friend is sad because the guy she likes isn't near her. So me as the great friend I am, got up and told him to go sit next to her. As I stood there watching him sit next to her (not creepy way) dean comes over to wraps his arms around me from behind

"Rizz god" he wispers in my ear abt Eli

"I had to lead him over there" I said smiling wrapping my arms around his

We smiled for a few minutes and then he pulled me by my waist and held me by it INFRONT OF THE WHOLE BAND.

"do you want anything else" he whispered in my ear

I giggled "what do you mean"

He repeated himself  "do you want anything else"

"Yeah I want more" I whispered so quietly I thought I didnt hear.

Then I walked away to the back of the band room, looked back to make sure he was following. He was. I searched our surrounding, to make sure no one was back there.

We stated kissing in the hall and then Sydney walked back there. We both pulled away and looked at her, I was just stuck, and dean was laughing.

"I didn't see anything" Sydney Said

*dean laughing*

" thanks girl" I said pulling dean into the storage room.

He didn't close the door, and neither did I, but we started back where we left off. At first it was just a few sweet kisses, and then things deepened. We heard someone walking down the hall

"Hold on" he said, and closed the door as quietly as possible.

We then went back to kissing, deep. Very sloppy, we were trying to get as much in as possible, it felt like. Then I felt his hands travel down my ass, I liked it..

I liked the way he gripped my ass, held it secure, squeezed, but not too tight. Pulled up, but not to hard. He did it right

We kept deepening the kiss, and we pulled eachother closer a closer to eachother until there was no space between us. I felt his hands go in the back of my pants. Normally I would pull  away, and stop there, but something about it just felt so right.

He gripped and squeezed the made me feel good. I kept pulling away needing air. I wasn't used to this side of him. Correction, id never seen this side of him. But I enjoyed it alot.

"But you didn't miss me" he said smiling

"No, not at all" I said sarcastically

"Let me make you happy" he said pulling his hands to the front of my pants

"Ahhh, maybe not" I said pulling his hands away

"I could make you happy" he whispered seductively

"I'm sure you can, maybe after break. A birthday present" I said smiling, knowing I wouldn't allow that.

"But this ass is too good" he said kissing me, reaching his hands back in my pants to grip my ass

After a few long kisses, and gripping of my ass, I pulled away from the kiss.

"Naughty" I said.

"Only for you" he said kissing me again.

Now I know that sounds corney as hell, but damnit was sexy. I was starting to give in, I wanted to let him take me right there, I wanted to strip him down, suck him off, and then let him fuck me hard as hell. IN THE BACK OF THE BAND ROOM!!

Eventually I had to pull away. And we parted ways, as we walked out, my friend told me I was checking out. So I spent the time in band class that I was there, making out with my ex in the back room......tbh to me that's just a slay.

But now its all I can think about, honestly if I could rewind time, we would've been done this a long time ago, if only he had manned up and kissed me before.

But now that I gotten that all out. I'm gonna go dream about him now.

Kaitlyn ~ signing out