(So since time went on.. i kinda changed my writing style... I hope you guys are okay with my new style of writing...)
(Let's just say i changed the story style to vox's thoughts)
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It's been years since he existed, what was his name? Eveland? Yes, ike eveland. The angel I've met years ago.
"Vox!"
A soft gentle voice came out from a guy's mouth, it feels like he's calling me. Maybe i should follow him.
"No! Don't!"
A smaller man figure hugged me and pulled me from jumping to the bridge. It was someone familiar, it was my dear friend.
"Shoto..?"
"Vox! What the fuck?! Are you out of mind?!"
Shoto let out a little cry, it feels like i wanted to let tears out after all pain i felt.
"You can't just do that!? Tell me! What's wrong with you? Are you okay?!"
"Im.. okay..."
I felt dizzy, i wanted to die. Mortals die fast, like him. I can't stop thinking of him, i can't get rid of him from my head.
"I can't get rid of him.."
I teared up a bit.
"Huh? Vox! Who? Are you okay? It's okay if you don't want to tell me? Please don't be upset.."
"No.. it's okay.. i want to go home.."
"Should i take you home..?"
"No need.."
I walked to my house alone, then i saw my friends running up to me and hugged me, it was Luca, Shu, Mysta. They're the only members left on the group include me.
The hold me tight and teared up, i think they know the reason why i almost did it.
I couldn't find words but just sadness, i let out my tears, all of them. Then, others also cried. It was never perfect if there wasn't five of us.
They took me home and i saw all of the niji en members. They were at my house waiting for me.
After they saw me, they went to me and cried. All of then cried, of course i also joined. I forgotten how many people had cared for me.
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"Vox...? Wake up??"
A familiar voice, it feels like he was calling me..
"Vox..?"
I'm maybe out of my mind, he's stuck in my head for years.
"Vox!"
I woke up because of the scream, i was in dead shock when i saw who was shouting at me.
It was himself, ike eveland. He was right next to me, sitting in a field of white lily flowers, it was so beautiful.
He existed. I teared up as much as i could, he hugged and joined me with his tears. He was so precious, i couldn't let him go.
"Please, don't leave me anymore.."
"I'm sorry."
We hugged long enough. No, it wasn't long enough.
"Please, promise me to move on.."
"I.. it's hard.. i can't get you out of my mind, you're just there.."
"No, you can move on, please promise me."
"Yes.."
We both lay down on the white lily flower while holding hands. I felt happiness but at the same time sadness.
"Please vox.. wait for me.."
The hand i was holding was fading, i directly wake up and i only saw him fading.
At the second, i woke up. Again, tears.
I wish i never woken up from that dream.
