Our Endless Path Of Tommorow ( COMPLETE) ✓

CHAPTER 7

For years Ive done nothing to change my fate, I beg god for someone to save me, for some to change my life. But what I didn't realize is that. I need to change first to change my life

I've been searching for love in the wrong way and hoping that she will change someday. But who am I to deceive myself?

me. I went blind for my mother and I went deaf because I had to. I desire her affection simply because I want her approval.

I already know the answers deep inside of me. I went blind for my mother and I become  deaf because I had to. I desire her affection simply because I want her validation.

I gather all of my strength and fix myself. I walked to our kitchen to get a knife as I carefully opened my door.

She yelled at me, "GRACE ALCAZAR! DONT YOU DARE ESCAPE AGAIN FROM ME," just as I was ready to walk to the door to leave.

She quickly approached me but stopped as I brandished a knife at her.

"Mom aren't you getting tired?" I breathe slowly "aren't you getting tired hurting me? Aren't you satisfied enough?"

"Grace, I'll never be content," she growled as she glared at me.

Tears start to well up in my eyes, "Then please stop for once. Please stop just for once, I'm your daughter. I'm begging you please let me go and stop this madness," I say.

"I'm so exhausted mum, I want to rest too. Throughout the years, all I did was to understand you and do everything for your sake . But you know what? Never have I felt your love for me."

I was trembling so hard as she continued to put on a cold face, but I could see the sadness in her eyes. "I want my old mom back, please bring her back. Please tell her, her daughter is waiting for her to love her again. Please tell her,  her baby is begging for her to smile again."

"I'm begging you please love me again, mom. I miss you so so much. Please forgive yourself already and forget all those things that hurting you" her knees went weak as she slamp on the floor

"It's me grace your daughter, you can trust me mom. You can tell me how much it's hurting you, I won't judge you, I'm always here for you"

"So please come back to me" it's all I say before hugging her thigh

I touched her hair as I sensed her sobbing. She sobs even more as I touch her head and say, "You did a good job, mom, thank you for fighting. Please let your self free this time."

"I-i'm sorry for what I did to you, I was so hurt that I lost myself in the process. Grace"

"The moment your father leave me for another girl. I feel useless he's the guy that I ever love. I give him my all, but he gave me barely half of his"

"I'm sorry my baby, I'm sorry for all the pain I cause you"

"I wanna make you happy for once. Run away from this home while I'm still sane. Please baby run away from mommy"

"Run away and never look back, live the life you want. And I promise when I'm ready I'll be the one looking for you "

"Run away my baby, I love you so much until we see each other again" the momeny I realized my mom push me to the door and lock her self up

"Mom c'mon you can't do this, please we can get through it together! Mom I'll help you!" I was begging her repeatedly until my knuckles hurts

I went like that for hours but I heard nothing coming from that house

"Xavy" I murmured when I notice him staring at me from a far giving me a faint smile

I was about to run to him but when I blink he was gone. I go to the middle of the road and search the whole area and found nothing

That was weird I just saw him here a moment ago

I heard a woman saying, "Oh my God grace, finally I see you. You don't know how long I've been looking for you." When I turned to look, Mrs. Montenegro was there.

"Ma'am" I hug her immediately and put my head on her shoulder

I miss her so much

She asks me, "How have you been, dear?" with anxious eyes.

I merely uttered "Hell" before giving her another hug.

I pull away from her when I remember xavy
"Oh yeah is xavy with you? I think I saw him here earlier but disappeared" I ask Mrs montenegro

I could see how shocked she was by my remark. Was it improper for me to ask that?

"You saw him? When? Where?" I frown when she ask so many weird question

"I saw him last night in my room, I don't know how he mange to visit me and passed through my mom, but I guess one of his tricks again haha. Then just a moment ago I saw him smiling at me but he disappeared"

I don't know if I say something wrong or what, but she started to cry in front of me after I said that

"My son really loves you" it was the only thing she said because I can hardly understand her with all her whimpering

"Ma'am stop crying please bring me to xavy I miss him already" I plead her

"You can see him but he won't talk to you anymore"

"What do you mean?"

"Xavier is dead, grace. My son is already gone"