Lets see what I write

Poems?

Ummmmmmmmmmmm i'm just a kid who is.
......who is not sure if he is okay or not but, he trys to know

What might come?

Going through a brake up is hard some people cope with distractions like going out with friends, doing things they like, kinda like a hobie.....not me tho. I've lost interest in what I like, I don't like playing games, I don't like watching shows anymore.  I'm starting to cope with smoking again, in drinking again.

         Now I don't know what I must do but I know it's not the right thing. But yet again it helps me not feel hurt while getting hurt by it.

Slow or fast..?

I guess it's true...time does move differently when you're around....it moves fast when you're around me and it moves really slow when you are not. I don't know why or how but it just does. Sometimes I just want you to be around me all the time, even tho it hurts when you are. But yet again I just like the way you smile and look.

It hurts

I don't know why but...it hurts...it hurts a lot to see you smile and not be the reason why you smile...or not being able to make you smile...it hurts a lot but what can be done, right? To be honest I miss you a lot...but I can't do anything to change that...I don't know what to do...help me...

Feliz y triste

No sé esconder este dolor....si lo escondo nomás me viene a perseguir en la noche y no me deja dormir....pero si no lo escondo las lágrimas salen durante el día....no sé sinceramente te extraño pero te vez tan feliz haci, eso me hace feliz pero tan triste a la misma vez. No sé que hacer....regresa...