Who do you love?

Chapter Four.

* The Next Day * Harden's POV:

I'm so happy that I didn't lose my girl yesterday. I was soo close to loosing her. But all I could think was, how did that ever happen?  I'm sure that I'm not into men. Or am I? I really don't know. But I do know that I'm in love with Leianna so either way how did I get a boner from someone else? I was so lost in thought when I received a text from Issak.

                                                           Isaak

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Isaak: Yoo, can we talk? 

Me: Um, depends.. about what?

Issak: Is there something wrong? Something seems off, it seems like you're mad at me or something or am I just imagining all of this?

Me: Nah. I'm not mad at you.. more of myself. But we're cool I just gotta get some things straight.

Isaak: Sure, you wanna meet up?

Me: Okay.. I'll come over to your place.

I got dressed and now I'm getting in the car to get ready to go to Isaak's. I think I just want to make it clear to myself that I'm not into Isaak and that yesterday was just a mistake. On the way to Isaak's I was just thinking of all the things I could possibly say to him. How would I even EXPLAIN the situation that happened yesterday? I literally got an erection from him sitting on my lap.. I hope he doesn't think that we have anything going on.. I really can't do that to Lei. 

Anyways, I pulled up to Isaak's and walked up to the door. I'm a little nervous because I don't know how he'd react to what happened yesterday. Isaak lived in an apartment building but it was more like a penthouse. It was decorated perfectly, and had paintings and decorations all over. I rang him and he buzzed me in. I got into the elevator and went to the 6th floor which just goes straight into Isaak's penthouse. When I got to Isaak's house he was just sitting on the sofa with a cup of tea. "hey matee!" he said while smiling at me. "What's up, Isaak." I said smiling back nervously. 

"Do you want anything to drink? Tea.. water? I think I even have hot chocolate if you'd like some." Isaak said. He's always so nice and makes sure his guests are okay. "Um, I don't know. I think I'm good." I said kind of awkwardly. "I insist. You're my guest. I have to make sure you're straight." Isaak said. I love how caring he is. I swear he's such a good friend. "I guess water is fine." I said. "Of course. Coming right up." He said walking over to the fridge. He pulled out a smart water and walked over and handed it to me. "Thanks mate." I said "Anything for you mate. Why are you just standing there so awkwardly? Make yourself at home. Have a seat!" Isaak said. I laughed and sat down on the sofa next to him. "So, what did you wanna talk about?" Isaak said. 

"You remember what happened yesterday? I asked. "Yeah, things got so awkward after that. I'm sure it was probably just a mistake." Isaak said sarcastically. "No, but it really was, I swear." I said convincingly. "Look, Harden.. You don't have to hide your sexuality, you wouldn't just get an erection out of nowhere." Isaak said. "I don't know. I'm sure I'm straight but IF I happen to be bi there's no way I would've done that to Lei." I started thinking about it a bit more.. What if I am bi? What if I like Isaak? There's no way. 

"Harden?" Isaak said. "Yeah?" I was confused about why he said my name so suddenly.  "I really think I like you and do think we both have romantic feelings for each other.. why can't you just admit it?" Isaak confessed. "Isaak.." I said but Isaak cut me off saying, "no, I'm not going for a no. I know you like me. I see the way you look at me, act toward me. And there's definitely no way the erection meant nothing." I just sat there thinking about what he had just said. Now that I think about it, I definitely am sometimes nervous around him and even get butterflies when I hear his voice or if he looks really good on days. As I was thinking, Isaak randomly started resting his arm on my leg. 

I was so shocked, I even got butterflies in my stomach. I looked over to Isaak and he had a smirk on his face. I don't know what took over me at that moment but I started going closer to him and dragged my finger down his cheek then started tracing his jawline. Then I grabbed his jaw and made him look at me and just started kissing him, WITH tongue. It started getting more intense and Isaak started leaning in more and more into the kiss causing me to fall back (lay down).  Isaak then crawled on top of me while still kissing me. His hands went from on my side to my body. He started rubbing his hands down my body. He went from my chest going down to my privates. When he reached my privates I started feeling my body tense up. I was starting to get horny.. and eventually felt my body trying to get an erection. 

Just then, I came to my senses. I pushed Isaak up and said, "omg. No, No.. I can't do this to Leianna." I felt so bad. How could I let this happen? How did I let it get this far? "You know what we have is real! You can't fake it!" Isaak said. I started fixing my clothes. "I don't CARE about what we have! What me and Lei have is way more important and that's all that matters." I responded. I then ran out of his apartment and went down the elevator and ran to my car. Once I got to my car I couldn't help but to cry. I can't believe I've done this to Leianna. She's my everything I can't lose her. 

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Also, I'm still working on the other parts, I just posted this earlier so that I could see if you guys like it or not so far. But I'll at least release 1-3 chapters a day so stay tuned! Also tell me if you guys like this in the comments!!