The 8th Member ( BTS FF )

Introducing The 8th Member!

" Come on Y/N!!!" ????? said.

"I'M COMING HOLD ONNNN!" I sighed. I ran downstairs towards the person that had called for me," w-what? I was trying to SLEEP!" I yelled, flinging my hand up, making them flinch. " We have to train Y/n. Get ready, you're so mean!" ???? said. I stared at them..., "Well, I see you have a death wish now huh!?" I said with a fierce attitude. We stared at each other trying not to laugh until they broke the contact and then another person comes in...then another, then another. Everyone came running in ready for training. I put my hair up in a messy bun, slipped on tan sweatpants and a white t-shirt, put some foundation on, and then headed to the Big Hit Building to train.

Y/n POV 

Annyeonghaseyo!/Hello in Korean\, I am Kim Y/n, one of the many members of BTS! I am 18 years old and I am older than Jungkook by a month! I love drawing, singing, dancing, acting, and sleeping. I've always dreamed of being an idol, and now I am a lot more than just an Idol! I am... You guessed it, BTS'S 8TH MEMBER!! 

It is 2015 and I am the only girl in BTS. It can be hard because you can get criticized for being the only girl and getting hated for not being " Perfect" But I find my ways to deal with it. It doesn't really affect me as much as it did in 2013. 2013 was probably the lowest time in my life, getting so much hate for being," Fat, ugly, untalented", being yelled at for eating, being hated on for being the only girl, dating scandals, and being hated for only being me. It was very hard for me to do anything without the thought of others commenting on me wherever I go bringing me down. 

Later on I started getting used to it, but it still affected me. To be honest it still does, not everyone is perfect and no one will be. You're never not gonna get hate at one point, you just have to learn how to ignore it and focus on the good and positive side. Yes I know, it is hard but it takes time and effort to push the bad and negative thoughts and people away from you. But that's life, and sometimes it's unfair. But the hardest thing to deal with was... Losing weight. Diets. You would be put on a diet in the hope that you would lose over 40 pounds in only 10 days. My diet right now is only eating ice, it is very hard to deal with, but whatever it takes to withhold my skinny structure, have talents, and to withhold my capability to be a k-pop idol...

And I am willing to do anything for this job.