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Amara's ending

November 17 2022~ I had missed a couple days of school because I was sick. I felt really bad still for the stuff I said to Casper so I had a plan that today I would go back to school and I would apologize to him. Then we will make up and then we will be become best friends again right. I really miss him and I feel like a bad friend so I had road the bus to school then the first thing I did was go to caspers locker and wait for him to show up but then before I knew it home base time was over. And he still was not here oh well ill try again tomorrow. Then tomorrow came then the next tomorrow then the next and then on.
November 27 2022~casper still had not been to school I wasn't sure what happened to him until I heard some kids talking about sum missing kid I had went up to them I asked them what there name was they said they think it was something like casper. I thanked them then walked away I was so confused I miss a couple of day of school and my best friend goes missing I can't believe this. I had to stop at my locker for something when I opened it I found a note that had fallen out the note said "to my dearest friend I know you probably hate me right now but I hope you will forgive me if you have not heard I have probably gone missing by now but I just want you to know it was never your fault it never will be your fault I'm the one who's the bad friend I love you so much more then a friend your amazing and don't ever forget that follow your dreams and I'll follow you with every step you take.
My dearest love~casper<3" no no no no no no this can't be happening I won't let this happen I can't lose them I turned the note over to see if there was anything else it said "if you want to come and visit me come to our old hang out spot." I knew exactly where he was talking about I texted my dad I would be home later and when the bell rang I was off I walked the whole way there. I walked to the old Bridge I had just knew she had be there maybe she was just hiding, I really hope so. When I got there I noticed her bag " omg yes I knew it I knew she would be here " but when I took a closer look at her bag it look wet and looked like a animal kinda destroyed it but I found her phone in one of the pockets I didn't know what to do so I had just took it with me. But there was no sign of Casper anywhere I was starting to lose hope "ugh where the fuck could he be" I had leaned over the side of the bridge and just zoned out while watching the sunset and the amazing view. But then I just got a sudden aurge to just look down... And there is was the image that still gives me chills it was caspers body getting ready to start composing away with blood stained brown underneath him. "Holy shit . " I felt tires start to drop down my face as I looked back up I couldn't even look at him I just stud there for a while it still felt like he was there he was there with me. I took out my phone and told my dad to call the police and tell them I found the missing person named Casper at *********** by the old Bridge. I heard cop cars and sirens coming down the road they got out at walked over to me and asked me where he was I couldn't even look at it all I did was point down at him with tears in my eyes one of the police members stayed with me to ask me questions and the other one went down into the shallow water and picked up Caspers body there was a cut on the back of his head but it seemed to be that he was still alive so the police members called for an ambulance when they loaded him up I asked if I could go with him but the police said I had to be brought back to the police station for more questioning. So as Casper left in the ambulance I was escorted to the police station I was there for hours but finally I was okayed to go they asked me stuff like did you know Casper, how did you find Casper. Like those types of questions I answered them all truthfully  but when my dad came to pick me up I asked him if he could take me to the hospital to see Casper he told me that was were he was before he came to pick me up. "So if he okay I asked" he looked at me with pain in his eyes and pain in his voice, " look amara you know how I didn't wanna tell you how mom died so I didn't tell you till you were older. I wanted to do that again but I know I shouldn't so I should just be truthful with you. Amara, Casper has passed away when he fell the cut on his head caused him to lose a lot of blood and from all the old and knew cuts and fire burns on his arms he was probably already losing strength in his body.he passed away before I got there and since   his mom had already left the state and changed her number they couldn't contact her so they contacted me because I was still on his contact list so I was called and told the news. His funnel will be next Wednesday, I'm sorry." When he told me all this I was in a lot of shock and grief that I opened the door to the car and got out and started running my dad got out of the car to yell at me but I couldn't care less by now it was already dark out and late at night but I finally made it there. I had went back to the bridge, because I knew he would still be here I leaned against the old Bridge thinking it was all my fault. Then a big breeze came back then I felt what felt like a hug but I couldn't tell you what it felt like or explain it but all I could hear in my head was "oh well hey there amara of course I would love to be friends with you. " the answer I had been wanting since day 1.