Fate shall meet again

Chapter 1

I could never forget the look in his eye when he caught me with another guy, the look of betrayal and sadness. He didn't say anything or do anything thing he just walk away. He never mentions the incident and acts like everything is fine but I could sense it, he was distancing himself from me. I, Kinn destroy my peaceful marriage with my husband. I meet Porsche 10 years ago in uni. He was tall, handsome, and smart. He was an outstanding person. I wanted him. He rejected me but then we slept together once when he was in heat. After that night I made an offer, I will keep his secret that he was an omega and he will be my fuck buddy. Of course, he didn't like that but he had no choice. And our relationship begins. 

It was nothing serious, it was just sex, and that was all. I also have a few flings here and there but he was the only one I was sleeping with, but of course, he didn't think so. He would be rude and cold toward me. The only way for me to get his attention was to blackmail him and only then he would oblige. I know it was not a great idea but I want him so badly, I want to control him, I wanted every part of him.

Slowly but steadily we got closer, I would find myself having long talks with him. Sometimes I would wake up with him in my arm. But then when he feel like I am losing interest or had another besides he would pull away, I will admit I wasn't loyal but I tried. I tried to be better and make him trust me. Soon our finals approached and we were together. We were happy, we planned everything, our wedding, our kids' names, everything.... everything about our future. But now all the planning has gone down the drain. 

He barely talks to me these days and avoids talking to me at all costs. I want to confront him but ... about what? My affair? 

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Porsche's side of the story

I meet Kinn back in uni, he was popular among the student, and even the teacher liked him. I also liked him but he was a playboy, and I didn't want to get my heart broken so I kept it to myself until that faithful day when I went into heat. 

You see, I have a younger brother that was an omega and I was also an omega, workplace is not likely to hire omega and they get looked down on so I have to pretend that I was an alpha so I can work and make money for my brother while protecting him from other. Our parents die when I was younger so I have to look after my brother. 

Kinn made an offer with me, it was more like he force me. He wants to sleep with me in return he will keep the secret. Of course, they are all the same. 

Nothing else he said but he kept crossing the line. Preventing me from meeting new people, he would say" What if they did something to you?" or if someone get touchy with me "why do you let them touch you? Do you want to sleep with them?" He would get jealous and mad. I did not care, after all, we are just sleeping together. 

But it all changes one day when my brother got into an incident. He needed to get surgery but it was too expensive. Panicked, I called Kinn and beg for his help and he did help me. After that, we got closer and the feeling was growing stronger, I know I was playing a dangerous game but I couldn't help it. He was nice to me, but after my parent dead I had no one to rely on. I had my friend but I couldn't burden them. 

The relationship grew and before our finals, he asked me out. Of course, I agreed after all I was in too deep. We continue dating after uni and sometime would plan our future together. He wants a baby ........lots of babies. He would always talk about it all the time.

On our 5th anniversary, he propose to me and a year later we got married. Everything was perfect until I saw him with another mad 3 years into our marriage. I thought he loved me but I guess I was wrong. It hurts, it hurts so bad. I should have kept my feelings inside, I should have drawn a line, I should have left when I could but now .............. now I have to suffer in pain.

Kinn , why ......... why do you have to be so cruel? I was going to tell you that...... we.... our family is complete.

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The next morning, Kinn found a divorce paper on the table and a note saying 

" It was nice knowing you Kinn. Have a happy life with whoever you meet. Wish you the best. 

- Porsche "

Kinn lost it, he went around searching for Porsche but it was already too late. Porsche have left him. 

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"You only know what you lost when you lost it" 

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