Black Rose

Ashtray

*This is a special pov chapter of Ashton and his back story *

Ashton
I watched Kimora finishing tying up my evil mother up to the chair as I pulled a chair in front of her
She didn't put up a fight because she knows her time is up
"Please just get it done and over with kill me already there's no information to be given!" said my mom
"Yes there is you are very bad at hiding information I got the flash drive the files and everything " said Kimora "Didnt even have to break a sweat for this " she added
"If so why won't you just kill me now!" said My mom "Your darling son had a few words before you the words will hurt more than the bullet that's gonna be grazed in your skull " said Kimora with a smirk placing the gun against her head "I advise you not to say a word Ashton speak or forever hold these words " she added
I looked down at my hands
"Get everything you need to say off your chest and get the answers "
I looked back up at my mom and closed my eyes before speaking "Why did this to me ? and my siblings" I said
"You exactly know why I was a single mother with three black children with a family wouldn't accept it at all besides a few and after your father found you wasn't his that's when everything changed " She said "He left me to struggled with all of you so I took matters into my own hands " she added
I said nothing and kept listening
"I never planned for you and your siblings to have a life like this Ashtray " said My mom
I frowned up more "Don't you dare call me that" I said
She laughed a little bit "And why not im the one who gave you that name my dear" said My mom
"Yeah because you use to me to get rid of the ashes of your cigarette using me as an ashtray" I said
She laughed a little bit more "Oh good times " She said
"Never that..." I said
"And why not Ashtray you always had the first seat at the table my favorite child " said my mom "the one who barely got touched and the hero for your siblings especially poor dear Emery " She added
I looked at Kimora who was pointing at the time on her phone
"I'm not here for the whole memory lane shit I need to know who is the head source of running this entire operation that's trying to ruin everything for us" I said
"Oh I think you should reconsider the memory lane and solve this puzzle to whatever you and my daughter in law trying to get at... like I said you always had the first seat at the table " said My mom "Ashtray" she added

My eyes slightly widen up as a flashback when I was younger came right before my eyes

*Flashback*

"Ashton come here please" said My mom from the living room
I had got up and grabbed my arm preparing to get a beat down
I slowly made my way into the living room seeing a few men and a little boy with him
"Yes ma'am" I said softly.
"Come play with Little Reece here while I take care of some business" said My mom "You know the rules" she added
I nodded and looked at Reece.
He looks around Emerys age to be exact
"Why are you still standing here go on" said My mom
"Uhh yes ma'am follow me " I said turning my back against them
I headed to our "play " room which is the punishment room where we can be in there for days at a time Emery basically stay here
Hes currently in the closet sleeping and wont be able to get out until dinner
There was only three toys in here my mom was nice enough to put in here
"Uhhh I dont know what you wanna do.. we dont have that many toys here but we do have markers free feel to draw " I said softly looking back at Reece
"Ummm its fine I know i wont be here for long " said Reece
"Okay your here with your dad?" I said
"No im suppose to meet my dad and my mom soon these men took me out of the home I was in for some odd reason" said Reece
"Oh so you ..." I said
"Yes i was told my parents threw me out when i was first born like i was nothing they had to choose between me and I guess I have a twin brother so he had got the better end of everything" said Reece
"Oh im sorry" I said
"Its not your fault when i finally meet my parents im going to ask why me? really get a reason on why not to be sad or hurt anymore" said Reece
"Oh" I said
His eyes were watery and he had let a tear slip out before going to the toys and began to play with them
I never really thought about it too much cause this will most likely be my last interaction with him
I went over there and began to play with him

*Flashback ends*

"Reece?" I said confused
She slightly smiled "Oh yes my long lost child the only one who came out to be so perfect likeable but was snatched right out of my arms and I blame that man forever doing that to me " said My mom
I looked Kimora was getting ready to pull the trigger of the gun
I gave her the one moment sign feeling myself getting hot and my eyes starting to water up
"So you telling me all this madness is going on because of Carlton?!" I said getting up
"Yes indeed he created a very angry boy and monster" She said
I couldnt believe it "NO NO NO Carlton is a loving man he loves all his kids including me knowing i was never his child it cant be!" I said
"Its all him we couldnt afford to keep three kids at the time so he made me choose the one who look like me the most and we only kept that devil brother of yours Emery" said My mom "Gave up his twin Reece" he added
Kimora face went into confusion "what" said Kimora
I started to pace back and forth trying to process all this information Carlton being blamed creating a monster out of Reece who is calling all this destruction who happens to be Emerys twin brother who we had no idea about including him.
"Yes what? your darling husband has a twin brother who he probably knows pretty well because he did go to middle school and high school with him the stories that I heard about how Emery treated him during those years" said My mom "Yall just dont really know how evil your brother and husband truly is so really is part of the reason all this is happening " she added
"Whatever they had going on is between them but one thing your not bout to put this shit on my Older brother the only person who came through for me all my life have you ever sat down and thought that you created the beast inside of him ? all of us matter a fact" I said stopping in my steps
"Did yall ever thought about how much I had to go through having nothing but black children and not able to keep the one that looks like me and being excluded from my family " said My mom
"NO NO NOOO you cant sit here and blame it on us we are completely innocent you chose to have kids with a black man and you had to deal with the consequences and not pin that shit on us and i know its probably deeper than having children with a black man" I said as my voice began to crack "Because your family our family pulled through for Emerys wedding its a you problem!" I added
She stayed mute
I can feel a few tears come down my cheeks "If you ever took the time to see that you caused all this in reality you had the choice to keep Reece and not give him up all you had to work even more harder for a life you actually wanted or gotten some help and if you ever thought it was a easier way out instead of thinking negatively and causing hell to everybody EVERYBODY LIFE WOULDVE BEEN SO PERFECT"! I said raising my tone "Reece would've been a happy ass person Emery would've had the life he always dreamed of when we was younger . Deanna wouldn't have to play mother to all of us and could've been living her life right now you could've seen how beautiful girl Kinsey is growing into be... and me I would've known who I really am and would've known my actual father and really know who I am for real" she added
I started to break down crying "And I would've had a mother who actually loved me and treated me like a person instead of a object right along with my other siblings" I cried
Kimora face had soften up and she walked over to me to give me a hug
I had hugged her back and continued to cry
I never cried like this since the day we was out of that womans care but now this is going to be a long healing journey
Kimora had let go of me and looked at me "Ashton" said Kimora softly
I wiped my tears and said nothing putting my hand in my back pocket
"How do you feel about all this" said Kimora lowly "Maybbe we can keep her and get the exact location of Reece" she added
I said nothing and just closed my eyes seeing all the flashbacks I went through with my mom nothing but horrible memories. this is a hard decision for me considering she is the woman who gave me life and God wouldn't put me through all this if I couldn't handle it.
"Kimora... im sorry about Montana.... and Ashtray I mean Ashton im sorry for everything I wish I can take everything back and give you and your siblings the best life deep down in my heart i love you all" said My mom
My eyes had shot open and the switch in my brain went off
"Ash-" said Kimora
I cut her off "Say that to the bullet " I said pulling out my gun and sending a bullet to her head
I ended up dropping the gun and looking at Kimora who was in total shock "Lets go...." I said heading towards the door
I didnt make it all the way to the door cause everything went black

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The source has been revealed ?!
What is the next plan for Kimora and her crew?!
Is Ashton okay?!
Will Ashton crack about their mother being dead now and tell Emery about his long lost twin Reece?!
When will Emery catch onto who Black rose is?!
How will Emery react about his mother being gone ?!
What will be his new plan ?!
Will Doc and Emery catch Kimora and Chantel new boy toys ?!
More to come !!
Sorry for the wait !!
Excuse my mistakes!!!