The Mafias Angel-Discontinued

Chapter 19

Walked to my locker and waited for Justin to arrive.  I decided to put my stuff in my locker and grab what i needed to grab.
Juston walked up hugging me from behind. "Hey love"
I smiled softly "hey hart"
"We need to talk-about earlier" he says with a sigh. "I meant what i said about the fuck toy- I do not wish to be a fuck toy i only wish is to be there for you-love you and protect you"
"I know Justin i know and i respect you for telling me the truth" i say turning around and hugging him. "Mason only said that because he saw you with me in class when you wrapped your arm around me"
"How did he know you? Who is he exactly?" Justin asks quietly. 
"He was a big part in my life-a terrible part of it" i say "my mother's friend dumped him on our steps one day because he was is to much to handle-meaning he was just like my father"
I start to tremble a bit either fear or shock I don't know "he instantly took a liking to me and would favour me in ways I thought strange, he acted like my father but when he would catch me stealing food from the pantry he kept quiet of course with a price" i shudder "he was mercy full to me at least-let me keep the food, but his mercy always came with a price, he made me do things that I didn't want to do, he made-" i close my eyes choking on the words-not being able to say them "when i was sixteen he caught me stealing more food from the pantry- he did let me keep it but he took something instead, he took away my choice" Justin knew exactly what I meant by choice and hugged me tighter.
"Im sorry" is all he said.
I sobbed quietly in his arms. "Can we go home?"
He nodded.
I sighed with relief and looked at him "whose car?"
"Yours because Damian drove me here" I nodded and grabbed my keys.
"Oh no no no you young lady are not driving!" Justin said and snatched the keys from my hands.
I blanched but rolled with it knowing I wasn't going to win. "Don't scratch my baby!" I growled and he nodded.
"Roger that!"
I rolled my eyes and we walked to the car.
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I spent most of the ride looking out the window thinking.
Justin noticed a while back and put his hand on my thy caressing it and squeezing it every now and then.
And it was killing me.
I could hardly concentrate although i had to give him credit for pulling me out of over thinking but still what the fuck?!
Like hello stop teasing me!
Anyways we got home and cuddled together on the couch till everyone cane home and I pulled away pouting.
"Later" he whispered in my ear and that made me perk up.
"Hey you left school early what happened?" Clara asked me and i told her what happened and that i went home with Justin.
I didn't tell her everything though.
"So he just showed got this Mason guy off you then asked you how you knew him and then took you home?" She asks.
"Yup that sums it up" i say shrugging my shoulders.
"Well how nice of him!" Clara smiles happy with the result.
I smiled back and I noticed Damian watching Clara.
I caught his gaze then moved my eyes between him and her for a minute then raised my eyebrows and smirked.
He scowled and looked away. Haha knew it!
"So Clara....anything.....new!" I ask and Damian glares at me.
"Um yeah actually" she stutters and gestures to her room.
I smile and rush to it.
As soon as she closes the door she bursts "ilikeDamianandhelikesmebackandIdon'tknowwhattodo!" She rushes out "It's like everything kinda just stops when i see him and like he's the only one in the room! You understand? Ugh what do i do?!"
"Date him!" I whisper yell trying not to scream.
"But I've never done anything other then a few make out sessions at a party!" She says panicking a little.
"Clara my beautiful strong clever amazing friend........GROW THE FUCK UP!" I yell "these chances come once now you either throw the fish back in the lake and never catch anything again or you keep this fish and thank whoever is above sending you this fish!"
She nods "catch and keep"
"Exactly!" I say "you must understand that with out stepping out of your comfort zone you will miss out on stuff. You need to jump off the plane and free fall!"
She nods again the courage coming back "free fall!"
I smile "now go get him!"
She hugs me and rushes out of her room going to find Damian.
I see Cameron walk in with Colton and Asher and stop dead as Clara jumps into Damians arms and kisses him passionately.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Cameron screams and jumps up and down. "It finally fucking happened!"
Clara laughs "with a little bit of help!" She turns to me and winks as Justin comes up behind me and hugs me.
"Justin!" I whisper "no public interaction!"
"But I don't want to hide anymore! I want to be with you all the time and let people know that you mine and that they can't have you!" He whispers back.
"In time maybe in a week but for now let's let them have their moment! I want that too but please not quite yet!" I say turning to him "im sorry"
"No need to be sorry Marian you have every right to feel that way!"
I smile "thank you"
I turn back to my friends and walk over to them laughing with them wishing to be held.
Wishing to be free.