MY COMPLAIN

I was born somewhere in some frozen time which I do not remember.I do not know my age.I don't know about my parents.What I know is I have lived on this earth since time immemorial and I am going to continue to do so.

I was really excited when I opened my eyes here.Although I was alone, I promised myself that I will do everything in my capacity to refrain from such a situation. I wanted to meet everyone possible ,befriend them and never remain alone then.If things happened according to my wish!

I plunged head first to attain what I have promised myself.I went on approaching everyone but due to some unknown reason,people never opened their doors when I knocked.If by some way or the other I got inside I was welcomed by frightened screams.I saw people with tearful eyes whenever I went near them.Prayers left their body like flying birds when I bent to silence them and wipe off their tears.Everything that was happening with me was really mysterious.

I wanted to solve this puzzle.I wanted to know the reason why things were turning out like this.But I was unable to do so.

When I used to walk through the streets,I found sparrows hurrying to their nests,covering their offsprings with their fragile wings.I did not know the reason why they were and are still afraid of me.

The only creatures who welcomed me were owls and bats who were as much hated as I am.We became friends.We decided to be always together.

As days passed I became more and more sad.I do not know how but oneday I broke.I started screaming and crying.My tears washed the earth with rain and the scream echoed as thunder.When I stopped I found that my friends were no more willing to talk to me.I was friendless again and left from their with heavy heart.

Sometimes when I am in deep sleep during the day,my dreams are haunted with the fact how much I am neglected and I waske up with the same scream and cries.I then find the sky flooding with clouds,blocking the sun,turning everything grey.It starts raining relentlessly and thunder hits the world.I then realize how much trouble I am creating by this ,so I just clamp my hands on my mouth and try to drift back to sleep.

I am in this world with no companion,no friend,no relative,no lover.I am with no one.

Now that I have realised this fact,I have dumped my dream of being happy . I just stand still when the time flies away clinging to the tiniest hope possible that somewhere in some moments to come in near future I will be looked after.

I think I have spoken enough and its time for my silence.But it will be not fair on my part to leave you without telling my identity.I am DARKNESS.