Chandelier (Tomboo)

Catch my breath and hold it for me

Swimming pool

First chapter!

Time: Jan 3 2023 (22:14)

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University was about to begin. Feeling cold, empty, afraid, to start a new beginning. The light shining on his face threw the window of his room, as he opens his eyes for that light to come in his eye. he instantly closed them again, but got up from his laying position. As he looks around the room, he started to regain his memory quickly. He thought of the dream what he had last night as he slept.

Dream:

"It's the first day of university. No one is going to talk to you Tommy! No one is going to want to be your friend tommy! Forget about it, you'll never be good enough. Tubbo will leave you, everyone hated you. Look how pathetic you are Tommy. Your going to be late, going to be the only one who doesn't understand the work, your going to fail . "

"Please stop.."

"WHAT IM TELLING THE TRUTH!"

"your not!"

"WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO PIPSQUEAK." The voice grabes tommy and threw him into a pit of darkness.

"SHIT- DONT THINK OF THAT" Tommy says as he covers his face with his hands.

"It's just a dream... Besides, I know it might be true.." tommy sighs as he gets up and walks to his closet.

He picks out the outfit he wants to wear, questioning it in the mirror. Thinking different different about himself. He's been having those thoughts lately. The thoughts of depression and suicide kicking in.
He hated this feeling,

In Highschool he has the worse years of his life. He was bullied by this guy named Dream. It felt like torture everytime he went to school, yes he tried to act strong and fight the battle. But it didn't work. He'd get beaten up every morning, he didn't know what was Dream's problem. Dream was in a higher grade than Tommy, so when tommy had his last year of highschool he'd gotten freedom. But he actually didn't, he had freedom from dream but not from Sam and Ponk. They took the place of Dream. Instead of really hurting him, they Cyber bullied him. Tommy was an outcast to the School, most of the time they'd blackmailed and also get tommy in trouble with the school. Tommy felt mesrable. But his best friend Tubbo help him threw it.

Tubbo was a great friend to Tommy, tommy loved him more than himself. But in the last day of school, they had a fight. A huge fight. Tubbo left Tommy in tears.
Tubbo went off to a person tommy didn't know, all tommy new is that that person took Tubbo away from him and thought differently about him. Tommy does really remember what's his name, something with an R but he remembers how he'd look like.

It was an enderman, mixed with a ghast. He had a Wolf cut hair style, that made him look lovely. He had red and green eyes that was odd to Tommy. Tommy didn't like this guy, he made Tubbo hate him, made him leave.

Tommy finally got ready and left his house, eating a granola bar for his breakfast. He got into his car and started driving to his university. He felt nervous but he didn't have timemto be nervous he was to sad and depressed to be scared. So he was more tired and annoyed than anything.

Tommy parked the car in the parking lot and got out. He walked inside the school and looked around in an awe. The University was huge, it was named Frontbottoms university. One of the smartest schools in the City.
Tommy was a smart boy and he got in by being a smart boy.

Tommy sighed as he loojed around for help and went to ask for directions. Someone helped him, a girl. Her name was Nikki, she was helping with Tommy for everything. Getting he's room key, showing him his classes, unboxing his stuff, helping with decorations and showing him the best places to get coffee and Food. She was sweet heart, Tommy felt as if he made a friend.