Her Story - Harry Potterx reader

Third year- Fears -7

TW (this chapter might be triggering for some people)

After Breakfast not to mention the seeing of Sirius Black in a nearby town and a few boring lessons it was time for our first lesson with (moony) professor Lupin. Everyone was quite excited.

"He seemed like a good teacher" says Harry next to me as we wait in front of a classroom.

"Everyone is better than Lockhart" says Ron.
"Fax" I whisper and we all laugh.
Just then Lupin appears in front of us, oh and I forgot to mention, this lesson is with Slytherins.

"Please follow me" Moony says as he opens the door to the empty classroom.

The floorboard is dark brown, made of wood, and the windows creak of old age as we enter.

We all gather in front of an old wardrobe.
After Lupin explained all about boggarts and that one is inside , and after few very useless comments from Malfoy and his goons , we all stood in a line to use the new charm 'Ridikulus' on the boggart inside. The goal was to deform your fear into something funny. Cause laugh scares the boggart.

First went Neville, with his hilarious Snape and to be honest I think Snape rocked the outfit.

I stood in front of Harry and as more people went on and the whole class was laughing, us mostly at Ron and his spiders (whereas I found his scared face more funny) turn into spiders with rolling skates, it was finally my turn.

From the corner of my eye I saw professor Lupin looking at me with an interested look as I felt everyones gaze behind me.

I stepped forward and the boggart began to take its form.

It was me.

It was a flashback.

There I was laying on the floor with tears in my eyes shaking, and a bunch of pills in my hand.
It was my first almost attempt, i had a rather ugly fight with my mother again and my head went crazy, next thing I knew I was searching all around my room for some kind of an escape and before I knew it there I was,stopping my own self from swallowing pills that could help me end this suffocating nightmare.

Tears began to form in my eyes as I hoped no one connected the dots of what was happening in the scene. I was trying to think of something that would make it fun but found nothing, I froze, as the class quieted down and Harry stepped in front of me, almost protectively.

And then it has become completely quite as a dementor has formed itself before Harry.

In a matter of seconds just like Harry did to me Professor Lupin has stepped in front of Harry and the boggart has deformed itself into a moon. Strange i though.

"Ridikulus"
Professor casted and the moon changed itself into a balloon.

" Thats it for today" boomed Lupins voice throughout the classroom as sound of disappointments were heard all across.

I stood still as did Harry while Mione and Ron ran up to us "lets go" said Ron.

Soon as we walked out I ran away. "Y/n !" was heard behind me, but i cant face them right now. I cant tell them, I wont be able to see their disappointed faces or hear them say that they don't want to be my friends anymore when they find out. I can't.

I hid in a bathroom of crying Myrtle and thankfully she was nowhere to be seen so I let my back slide against one of the walls and let the tears run down my cheeks as I sobbed.

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No ones Pov

"Yn!"
"Stop, she's too far now Mione"
" you're right Harry, maybe she needs some time alone." although all of them were deeply worried.
"Are you okay Harry?" Asked Ron.
Harry turned his zoned out gaze to Ron "what?" He asked dumb founded. Both Ron and Mione looked at him questioningly " sorry, I'm just worried about Y/ n I think we should talk about it." .