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dinner and the guilt

I had just taken a bite of my warm grilled cheese when the bell rang, kyle, cartman, wendy, and Bebe had walked in, I turned away and went back to eating I went to take a sip of the drink me and tweek ordered when I noticed Clyde trying to hide his face from Bebe his ex. Tolkien moved seats with him so that Clyde would be against the wall instead of being in the isle. I grabbed my phone and checked the time, I got up fast and went for the back after I seen the time. I made sure to check for any employees before hand I walked to the back door and opened it. I called in Stan and helped him get ready, he had a brown wig and some contact lenses, after putting on the outfit and accessories I helped Stan cover up a scar that Kyle knew he had, Stan had just been employed at raisins to find a boy after his breakup of three years with Kyle so to hide his identity if Kyle ever did come to the restaurant he made sure to hide any birthmarks and natural hair. I also helped him put on the roller skates he skated out of the back before me and I went to the washroom to make sure my group didn't see me. After a good two minutes I flushed the toilet and walked out I sat back down and kept eating, tweek seemed disgusted "yes tweek, I did wash my hands." I explained he sighed and took a sip of coffee Tolkien and Clyde were laughing at something funny on Clyde's phone "what's so funny over there?" I asked Tolkien showed me a picture of Wendy edited to have dirty hair, fucked up teeth, and glasses. "Really Clyde?" I said in disgust, I made the face that told Clyde that he was immature, Kenny skated up to our table to strike up some conversation with his buddies, "so what brings you guys here?" He asked jokingly as he giggles "we're trying to hook Tolkien up with a cute boy" Clyde said as he elbowed Tolkien in the arm, he become flustered "well I think you should go for that kid" he pointed at Stan in the disguise, my eyes widened and a bead of sweat dripped down my forehead, Kenny looked at me "what's going on Craig, you seem stressed" he questioned. "Oh uhm, nothing" I mumbled. Kenny smirked and continued to look at my blushed face. He went off and did his work after starring for a good thirty seconds, Clyde looked at my face and texted me "you like Kenny don't you." he texted "you have a boyfriend dude." He then added "I know.." I replied. He looked up and shook his head in disbelief, my phone beeped again but this time it wasn't Clyde. It was Kenny, "hey, meet me in the back" he texted, I sighed and looked at tweeks smiling face as he talked with the boys. Some how I felt bad and guilty for my next actions, I got up "hey boys, my bladder has been acting up I think I'm going to go home now." I yawned and took my phone off the table, I walked around the diner and went into the back making it seem like I went out the front. I tip toed and Kenny was waiting for me, "I noticed your face when I was at your table" he stated I looked at his face he was smirking he took my hand and dragged through a deep corridor, we then went through a door that led outside, it was for employees only, now the only reason I know this stuff is because I used to work here when my parents cut off my allowance, he then let go of my hand "why don't we go to your house for awhile," he spoke we then talked and without realizing it he had taken me right up to my front door I was surprised he even knew where I lived. We walked in and my parents welcomed Kenny, they seemed skeptic about Kenny since he hadn't really been to my house since first year of middle school. Kenny waved back and smiled we then walked up my creaky stairs and into my unorganized room.

Merry Christmas to those who celebrate! I hope your holidays are going well, mine aren't we're doing everything the last second and it's kinda stressful. anyways thanks for reading I will most likely not be posting a chapter tomorrow due to it being Christmas Day, see you guys next week^^ (edit: I completely forgot I wrote this. Idk if I will continue tho. I wrote the first part in class...)