PERVERT'S PURE LOVE | PJM FF |

19: THE TRUTH

"Are you really a pervert?" You wanted to ask this question to him for a very long time. You wanted to know about him and it's the right time. "Because you know, you don't look like one, Jimin. You didn't do anything."

Jimin looked down. He know that you will ask this question but still, it hurt him. Eventhough it hurts, he wanted to answer your question.

"Y/n, you know what, I don't know what others are thinking about me but, yes, I'm a pervert." He didn't dare to look up. "It's true. I watch more porns and have girl stuffs in my room but I never ever saw any girl like that neither you nor others. I really don't." He looked at your eyes.

For some reason your heart ached. You don't know that he will be hurt so much. His eyes says everything. He is so sad, angry and depressed.

"When did you start to become like this, Jimin?" You have no choice but ask all your doubt. It's only for him.

He looked a little serious. He looked deep into your eyes. You never saw him like this. He is trying to check whether he can say you the truth or not.

"You see, I'm saying this only to you, Y/n." You looked at him with the same seriousness. "I don't have mother, Y/n"

Your eyes widened. You felt pity for him.

"My mother died when I was in a very young age. She had liver cancer and we happened to found that very late. Doctors couldn't save my mother. After my mother died, my father became insane. He drinked hard and started to do gambling. He used me in his gambling too but thank God he didn't lose." Jimin continued his past story. You didn't talk anything at all. You gathered all the informations that he give.

"At the age of 14, I came to Seoul without my father. My father would sent me money for me to study. He doesn't oppose my opinion. He let me do what I want to. It is not a problem to me, but the real problem is bullying." He again got serious.

"Bullying?" You questioned. You know bullying will make you traumatized, but what does it have to do with this.

"Yes, I started to get bullied when my mother died. They started to bully me saying that I have no mother, but it all ended when I went to middle school. You know I'm not good with talking to girls. I just get shy. I never talked to any girl after my mother's death and keeping it as a reason, many bullied me."

"So you started to get to know about girls by watching porns?" You realized it might be the case.

"Yes, but I couldn't be able to talk to others even after watching it. I thought watching more will help me to get rid away my shyness but it made me to get addicted to it. Somehow others found out about me watching porn in a very young age. It spreaded to the whole school and everyone started to call me a 'pervert' and that's how I got this name." He lowered his head.

You kept your hands at his shoulder. "You see Jimin, it's not your fault. It's no one's fault. Getting addicted to something is natural. You don't have to blame yourself. We can easily get away from getting addicted."

You couldn't see him like this. You wanted him to be a happy, cheerful Jimin. Not a sad, depressed one. You will do anything for him to be happy. You will do that. You promised yourself with that.

"You know what, I still couldn't look into anyone's eyes except for you,
Y/n." Jimin locked his eyes with yours. "How come I can only talk to you so freely, Y/n? Why did my shyness got rid away in just few days? Why am I telling you all of my secrets? Why do I feel like you will always there for me?And why are you helping me so desperately, Y/n? What's the reason? I want to know."

You looked at his eyes. It looked so pleased and heart warming. You would stare his eyes for a whole night. You loved that.

"I don't know the answer for all the questions, Jimin, but I'm sure you started to built your courage and will surely overcome your shyness. I will help you with that." You didn't break the eye contact at all. You said everything from your heart.

Jimin stared at your eyes for a long time. You didn't break the eye contact too. You stared at him.

Jimin slowly leaned closer. He looked at your lips and then your eyes. You started leaned backwards but Jimin leaned front. He grabbed the back of your neck and stopped you from leaned back.

Jimin slowly tilted his head and closed his eyes. You shut your eyes tightly getting ready to feel his plumpy lip touching your small cute lip.

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A/n:
Oo.......finally some romantic scene😁

Let's hurry up to next chapter. We need to know what happened next!

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