Dear deputy ➳ Teen Wolf [on hold]

02: letter 02

Dear deputy,

Yes, another letter.. Letter number 2 for you at the station.. It feels weird to 'talk' to you, when you're not talking back. There weren't many times you kept quiet. It's something I like about you. Especially because no one, except for me, knew that side of you. Your softer side. Your outgoing side... They only knew the serious, quiet you...

Do you remember that time when we talked about our favorite things at home? You told me about your mothers lasagna and you made me laugh by telling me you couldn't cook at all. And only two weeks later you were so proud of yourself when you cooked. We also talked about all the things we did not miss and we agreed on one thing: We both didn't miss our exes. What was her name again? Jannette? Janice? Something like that... Yeah, I still remember that. Do you? Another 'remember when'. That one night we talked about what we were looking for in a relationship. Do you remember? You couldn't stop laughing when I told you that I need someone to thaw my frozen heart and you started singing 'let it go' to me.. From then on, you called me queen Elsa and the next day I called you Olaf. Then you replaced 'let it go' for 'summer' and all the guys thought we were insane. It probably was my favorite moment.

I liked it how you always made me smile. How you always made me laugh. I miss your crazyness and okay, let's be honest; I miss you too. Don't worry, this isn't an explaination of my love for you. Although I actually kinda do love you. I mean, you were the first guy who actually did accept me for who I am. It never felt like I had to impress you. You took me for who I am and I love you for that. You actually became one of my best friends. That's also one of the reasons why I am writing you these letters. I miss you and I wanted to let you know how much you actually mean to me. And besides that... You saved my ass so I kinda owe you.

I am still in the hospital, as they want me to be completely recovered before I go back home... Tomorrow they will do some (last) checks and then there's a chance I might come home soon.

I'd love it to receive something back, if you want to ofcourse. My address is on the otherside of this letter. I hope to hear from you.

And I hope to see you soon, deputy.

Lots of love,

Mila McQueen