Book Three: A Story of the Almighty and a Human
..........Sept 4, 2022..........
This morning is the Day after the night that I was suppose to leave. I awoke in my bed this morning.
Why?
I do not know. I did have a dream that I was being taken. I felt a high vibration. It engulfed me and I started to feel like I was lifting in the air. I said to myself:
"This is it. It is all true."
I then suddenly woke up. It was about 6:30 am. I heard the Devil say:
"I will not let you go, this is personal."
I heard the Angels say:
"Go back to sleep, they are coming."
I went back to sleep and woke a few hours later in my bed.
I do not know what to make of it. When I woke up, the Devil said a few things:
"I will not let this happen."
"They can not take you because I am here. They do not want me on the other side."
I now know that he does not exist on the other side. He is here in this dimension only. His communication with the Almighty and the Archangels are done through me. It validates that he talks to them when I sleep. This way I do not hear what he says.
Which means that he does have to sustain himself with energy from humans. Last night I made a mistake. I ate a slice of pizza with meat on it as a token of a last meal for the Devil.
This will not happen again. Today, I also begin to be pure again. Whether or not this works for his energy. I do not know. All ideas are now back on the table.
If I am pure, then the Archangels can help me. This is not the reason why I am doing it. At this time, I do not want their help. Nor will I ask for it. They owe me nothing. Me trusting them and assuming that they would help. May have been a mistake. The best help they could do is to let me trust them.
After waking up in my bed this morning. Trusting them is impossible for me.
Part of me believes that I have not been talking to them. They came the one night months ago. Then left for me to never speak to them again.
Last night I has a hard time sleeping. I did briefly fall asleep around 2:30 am. I then woke at 3:15 am. The time passed fast. I assumed I fell asleep. At that time. I believed that they were not coming and got agitated.
The Devil went on to pretend he was the Almighty again and started to test me on loyalty. The Almighty remained quiet for this period. While the Devil was up to his tricks again. I ended up seeing another sign in the night sky. I believe that the Almighty is the only one who could do it.
After seeing it, I still would not believe that the Devil was the actual Almighty. The things he was saying made me believe it was not so. He was pretending that the Almighty was mad at me and telling me that it was too soon for the title that he was going to give me.
After awhile, the Almighty began to speak. He stated that he did do the thing in the night sky that I seen. He said:
"I have to be sure Sean, this title comes with great power. I have to make sure you will not turn on me."
I was very frustrated with it. I am not in this life to be King. I never asked for it. Most days I tell him that I do not want it. I responded to him:
"If I am a threat, then do not give me that power. All I want is the Devil dead. He has ruined my life."
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A Man who meets God, A story of the Almighty and a Human, book three
Spiritualbook 3 of the series of "A Man who meets God." A continuation of the Journal of my everyday life