𝓽𝓪𝓵𝓴 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮 𝓫𝓪𝓫𝔂.. (𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝)

*Flash back*

Dayvene,

*Flashback*

"Augh! Fuck dayvene.." bitch face says as I pound her ass into my bed..

It's 10 o'clock at night and I'm fucking some random ass chick in my momma house..

It wasn't that good of a fuck.. but I just cummed in ha shit and told her to climb out my window so my momma don't know I had a girl in dah house..

"Nigga.. what did you just fucking sayah?!" Bitch face number 1 asked me

"I just said go out dah window.. ion need my momma going off on me.. nor my crazy ass deddy..." I tell her

She just scoffs and puts her clothes back on, grabbing her bag and shoes hopping out the window and running to her car..

This Is a whole woman.. nigga is 28.. fucking wit ah 16 year old..

Bruh it's not even a big deal...

I put my clothes back on, my black boxers hanging low right along with my grey nike shorts.. and white nike socks..

I lay in my bed, scrolling through tiktok on my iphone se 2016 with a clear, see through case with money in the back of it..

I need a upgrade.. but.. I kinda ain't got the money.. my parents ain't got the money..

I get a call on facetime from the group chat and I answer..

"Who was the nigga that called this shit because I'm on yo ass now.." I tell everyone as I plug my 10 dollar ear buds up to my phone and put them shits in my ear..

"It was bryson.." jahlil smiled blaming shit on bryson like always..

"Niggah.." bryson said..

"Yall annoying..." nia told us

"You are too.. the fuck.." jahlil laughed as I nod frowning..

"Anyways.. I'm going to sleep.." I tell the gang "big bruh.. it's fucking 10 .." jahlil told me "Hush.. you know his ass a party pooper." Bryson told jahlil "I'm really not but okay.." I tell them as nia laughed..

"Nah... you must've got some pussy.." nia assumes, I smile showing all my teeth and my dimples.. looking down laughing

"It was ass though.." I start..

"You mean like you fucked her in the ass or like.. it was trash?" Bryson asked being dumb as hell.. before I could answer I hear thumping and yelling down stairs.. "aye yall hold up.." I say hanging up.. them half ass ear buds supposed to tune out the sound.. not make the noises louder.. I take out my ear buds and unplug them from my phone.. I get up with my phone in my hand and I open the door..

Them grown ass niggas better not be fucking in the kitchen again.. I shiver.. I walk out my room.. but instead of hearing moaning and clapping sounds.. like last time.. I heard screaming

"PLEASE! NO NOT MY WIFE! PLEASE JUST.. IF YOU GON HURT SOMEBODY HURT ME!" I hear my dad yell.. I pause in my steps.. my heart beating fast.. I hear a gun being loaded.. sniffing coming from down stairs..

I slowly walk down stairs.. I peek around the corner just to see my momma staring back at me.. 'go back upstairs baby..' my mother mouths..

Before I can react 'POW' I look over at my dad who is standing.. blood falling out of him.. he was shot in the stomach.. tears in his eyes as he looks at my mother and then over at me.. he falls to the ground.. dead.. my mother runs over to him and 'POW' the man shot her.. I just stand there tears streaming down my face as I watch my mother struggle to breath.. I'm frozen..

The nigga who shot both my parents looks over at me.. and he drops his gun.. looking at me with hunger?..

I just stand there... did he.. just.. kill my parents.. the only people I really had..

Next thing I know the nigga walks over to me, I quickly run up the stairs snapping out of my little trance..

I'm running up the stairs and this nigga is close behind me, he pulls me by my shorts back to him..

*rape warning *
I'm sorryyyyy

The man pushes me into my bedroom..
Where I grew up..

And throws me on the bed.. I quickly get up and start swinging at him, he slams me to the floor.. nigga how strong are you...

What is he tryna do?..

My phone thrown on the bed.. I quickly get up and try to grab my phone off of my bed and he just pushes me on to it.. before I can get up he places his hand on the back of my neck, pushing me down into the bed.. "Please bruh.. what are you doing!?" I ask yelling I hear something unzip.. what the fuck?

I can't look back..

*Third person*

The man pulls out his dick, he smirks..

Dayvene,

The man grabs my shorts, ripping them off, and I tense up.. is he?.. no way? Bruh I'm a dude.. that doesn't happen.

Next thing I know he rips off my boxers..

And.. he... that man.. he..

Does something that I wish never happened..

He violated me..

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bro.. I feel bad.. I ain't do no sex scene because... why would I want to .. also.. I did this because not many people acknowledge the fact that BLACK MALE TEENS (any age for that matter and any race tbh) can be raped, molested, sexual assaulted.. etc.. honestly..

I didn't wanna go for this type of thing because then dayvene would have to seem like he was traumatized.. but instead I think I'm gonna have him acting like he's fine.. fucking people.. all of that.. but then he's gonna have to let it all out and talk to somebody..