Donnie stared down at his computer checking over and over again to see what he was doing wrong, He could not find anything.
again and again... WHY COULDN'T I JUST DO ANYTHING RIGHT! he thought. he started to scab on his skin.
whywhywhywhy... he starts to cry out of sadness and pain.
He tried once again with one last hope It didn't work...
He need someone, He needed anybody, What is he talking about he didn't need anybody, he's just a bother, just a simple nobody. nobody need him, and he needed nobody.
He heard a shift at the door, but it was too late.
"APRIL OOO NEEILLL IS HERE!" He heard him trying to hide his hands.
"Donnie you here?" April asked while she looked around.
April spots Donnie and ran towards him only to slow down after she sees what he did to himself.
"Oh, Donnie.." She said in a sad tone when she stopped.
Donnie made a sharp turn to April and started to scoot away.
April while being worried took a different approach.
"Hey, Buddy you okay?" She asked waiting for another response.
Donnie shook his head 'yes' trying to lie.
Donnie would have liked it if his breathing didn't fasten at this time but it did and he started to shed tears.
April took this as a sign that he was in fact not okay.
"Is it okay for me to come closer?" asked April.
He nodded 'No' since he knew once April knew someone was sad it was the sad police.
"Okay, do you want your brothers?" She asked.
He Quickly shocks 'NO NO NO NO'
April took this as a sign to not get them.
"Do you want to show me what's bothering you?" She asked.
Donnie thought about it for a moment and decided to show her.
He took out the computer and handed it to April.
"OH, I know how to fix this!" She shouted.
She fixes the problem faster than Donnie could.
He quickly stood up angrily and push April out of the room and slams the door.
April knew what to do when he did that.
Donnie went to the corner of his room and picked on his skin until it bleed.
WHY WHY COULD SOMEONE SOLVE MY OWN PROBLEM FASTER THAN I COULD IT'S NOT FAIR IT'S NOT FAIR AT ALL, Donnie thought while tears filled his eyes and fell out.
After a while, Donnie has been bleeding and crying eyes when he heard his door open.
He barely saw April and his brothers with stuff in their hands 'That traitor.. ' he thought.
Even though his body denied it, he got up and start to should "GET OUT ALL OF YOU I DON'T CARE WHY YOU'RE HERE JUST GET OUT."
Everyone was shocked by this action, Donnie just yelled at everyone.
Mikey was the first one to approach him, pulling out his chain as a distraction from the yelling, it works, but the anger, the hatred Donnie thought he felt didn't leave his body.
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Scabs & Hardship
General FictionDonnie sat there, He didn't know what to do, he's tried so much, but why couldn't he do it, why could he not get anything right? He didn't understand. (I made the same story on AO3) (NO TCEST OR pro-SHIPPING)