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comfort

Ellas POV

I feel so stressed at the moment. I've been so hectic with work and I've been letting the hate that comes with social media get to me, meaning I haven't really been out to see my friends like Faith or Talia. Now my anxiety has spiraled making me feel physically sick all the time and having these thoughts trapped in my head and I just can't seem to escape them.

I know I just need to see Harry, he always knows how to comfort me. I don't tell him much as he's got a lot on his own plate with his job and everything else in his life but he always just understands exactly what I need. He gives me the comfort I seek. It's crazy. His touch seems to just slow down all the nerves in my body, and reduce the crazy amount of thoughts in my brain.

I grab my phone to send him a message. He lets me know he's at simons and jjs but filming nearly wrapped so I can come over. Without hesitation I get an Uber to their place.

When I arrive I don't bother knocking on the door but instead walk straight in to see Harry on his phone on the sofa in their lounge whilst simon jj and Toby are chatting in the kitchen. They three of them say hi to me causing H to look up at me.

I meet his gaze and he instantly opens his arms for me to cuddle him. "Hey you okay?" He asks worried, I'll be okay now I'm with you I responded. He nods his head and pulls me on top of him so I'm sat in between his legs as we lay on the sofa. He puts a blanket above both of us. "I missed you El" He whispers as we haven't seen each other for a few days and wraps his arms around me. "Same H, I love you, thankyou for this" I respond, he knows I mean the support without questions, as I always end up telling him, just in my own time.

I can already feel my anxiety disappearing and my heart beat slowing down. Harry continues to whisper cute stuff in my ear like I love you, your so strong etc which causes me to drift to sleep.

When I wake up a lot more people are here but I'm not in the mood to contribute to any conservations. Instead I just stay close to Harry and play with his hoodie strings occasionally giving him kisses on his neck as he talks to his friends whilst rubbing his hand up and down my thigh. (Now all the sidemen and crew have returned after getting food).

The rest of the group have noticed that I'm awake but they don't question it, probably assuming I'm not in a very good place which is true. Harry just keeps distracting me from my thoughts by kissing me on my head and stroking up and down my leg in a way to try and ground me which is working.

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