Silent Cries - GL - Trans

~It begins with a boy~

This story begins with a little boy named Lucas

Lucas's POV

"Lucas! How many times do I have to tell you to kno-" Olivia, my older sister says, almost yelling. "Lucas what's wrong? Why are you crying?" I run up and hug her. "M-mummy yelled at me.." I say, sniffling in between  words. "Why did she yell at you? What did you do?" Liv asks and kneels down so our eyes are in line. "I put on her lipstick... She was yelling 'Makeup is for girls, not little boys like you!!'... I just wanted to try it on." I say and burst into tears again.
"Aww Lucas, you could have come and asked me!" She says and wipes my face
"S-sorry."
"You have nothing to be sorry about."
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My mum and I have had many fights before about lots of different things, how i have my hair tied up, the toys i play with etc, but this one was different

"What the hell are you wearing?!" Mum yells with a crazy look in her eyes
"A-a dress..." I say. I've began to stutter when I'm around mum. I don't know why I do but i can't help it. My stutter make's mum really angry so I've tried to not talk at all to her.
"A dress?! HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU DRESSES ARE FOR GIRLS?!!"
I start tearing up after she yells. This time it's an actual yell, she usually  just raises her voice.
"Why are you yelling at him?! He's only seven!" Olivia says as she steps out of her room.
"Did you do this? Did you make it seem like it's ok for him to wear a DRESS"
"Yes. Yes I did. Because it IS ok for him to wear a dress."
"I-I'm sorry M-mum. I'll g-go change..." I say and burst into tears as I run to my room.
I can hear more yelling between Mum and Liv while I'm getting changed. 
After about 5 minutes the yelling stops and I hear the front door slam. Mum must have left.
"Knock knock.." Olivia says as she opens my bedroom door.

This was the first time Mum yelled at me. She had almost started yelling before but this time she didn't hold it back.

Two weeks later(at the park)

"Lucas!! Over here!" My best friend, Benji, calls over to me as Liv and I walk into the park. I run over to him and we play in the sand box. We finish making a sand castle and I finally make up the courage to ask him, "Hey Benji?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Sure!"
"do you ever feel like... Like you want to be a girl?"
"Ew no girls are gross!"
"Oh.."
"Why? Do you want to be a girl?" Benji is my best friend, but he was really mean a lot of the time. This time he just started laughing and running around the park saying 
"Lucas wants to be a little girl~" Over and over again.
I just sat there.. I didn't know what to do.

I knew he was right though

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Hello everyone! I'm going to explain a little bit of this chapter here. This is meant to be told from older Lucas, as if he's telling the story. Thank you so much for reading the first chapter to 'Silent Cries'! If you have any questions or suggestions please do comment! 
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