→ Sunday, December 25, 2022
→ so today is actually 12/27/22 and I'm writing this now because I got sick
so basically I went to the doctor I got some medication and I took that for a bit then I felt better then it was close to Christmas but I felt fatigue and mentally not well and since I wasn't doing anything I decided just to keep it like that and thennnn things got better (ish) so it was Christmas and I was having a good time and it felt good not to worry about anything so again I kept it like that and I'm just now getting myself together from the past week and a half
but moral of the story im not dead
→ things that I thought during that time but didn't write
- the show Wednesday doesn't feel original, it's like a combination of like Harry Potter/stranger things/etc... is that just me
- I baked reallyyy dry cookies but they tasted so good
- I got logged your of my Pinterest for a while and I was so sad because all my stuff but then I got back in and i appreciate it a little more now
- so you know how I said holidays and vacations never turned out for me (like ever!) but this one for me did 18x more than I expected and I think that's because like a year ago when I was into this more I always get nostalgia from that time so I connected more and I think that made me at ease
- during the entire time I've been on break I haven't attempted but I've gotten sooo much motivation and now I know exactly (yes to the dot) where to find it ... yeah so yay
- im just gonna copy and paste this onto all the day so just skip to 12/28/22
