Loving you More Then I Should

Chapter 1- How it All Started

Izuku was about six when it started happening.

After he was diagnosed as quirkless he started noticing the small things his mother was doing. First, it was her staying way later than she had to for work and dad had already left them so he was alone. Second, was when she started forgetting to give him food. But that was fine. It was really alright but after a month she started to do it everyday and in his six year old mind, the only thing he could make himself was cereal and eat fruit but those were running out fast.

Luckily he knew where she kept her extra money so he would take a little bit of that and go to get something small and affordable from the convenient store down the street.

The first time she hit him was when he was eight years old. She caught him taking money from her to go get food cause he hadn't eaten that day. He hid in his room for the rest of the day then got ready for school the next day with an empty stomach and a pain in his heart.

That pain soon grew bigger as he got older and his mom-... no, now Inko started leaving more and bringing strange and creepy guys over that would look at him like he was a freak, an abomination. Some of them were nice though. They would make food for him and would sometimes even drive him to school if it wasn't too early.

His school life wasn't that entertaining. Kachann was the only one who was nice to him and he didn't hit or swear at him. He still walked with him to and from school, but some of the other kids weren't so nice.

They would take his notebooks and homework so he would get in trouble when talking and asking for them back. That didn't bother him much and he let it be until they started destroying them because he didn't have money to pay for new ones. When he told Kachann about it they finally stopped but only for a little while and it started back up just as quick and it just got worse from there.

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''Beep beep beep bee-' "God,shut up," Izuku said, as he got from his bed. It's Wednesday and there are 2 more days till he graduates middle school. Soon he'll be out of that hell. He got ready for the day and didn't even bother looking in the kitchen to know that there was nothing edible in there. Good thing Inko already left ,he thought as he made his way out the door and to Kachann.

Kachann was the only one to stick with him throughout elementary and there in their third year of middle school and soon would be heading into high school.
"Kachann, I said I could walk to school on my own. You don't have to wait for me."
"Don't tell me what to do ,nerd!!"
"FINE!! Walk with me if you want, I don't care what you do!", Izuku said as he stormed past him.
Their walk to school after that was quiet and they made it to their classroom together. As always there was writing in sharpie all over Izuku's desk and chair, so he had to run to the janitor's closet to grab a cloth with bleach on it and do his best to get it off before the teacher came in.

The day started off normal so far and they were nearing the end of the day when the teacher started talking about what high school everyone was applying to. Him and Kachann still have their dreams to become the number 1 hero due so of course they were going to go for U.A. But when the teacher mentioned that Kachann was going to go for it he just knew what was coming. Please don't mention it, please don't mention it, please do-
"Midoriya, aren't you applying to U.A too?"

She mentioned it, he thought numbly as he heard the insult shouted at him from every direction. But luckily Kachann was there to save the day.
"EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP!! DEKU IS BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU SHITHEADS COMBINED", Kachann yelled in my defense. Even though it's false, Izuku thought as he smiled saying thank you to him.

Right then the bell rang for the end of the day and the teacher asked for Izuku to stay after class. Fuck, well i'm glad I told Kachann to go ahead of me and that I would catch up to him soon after I finish talking but I hope he doesn't get suspicious, Izuku thought as the last person leaved and closed the door.

"Midoryia , do you know why I asked you to stay after class", the teacher asked in her sickly sweet voice that always gave him the chills when she used it.

"Yes sensei", He answered with a quiet voice and his eyes downcasted.

"Then why don't you repeat to me what I have already told you many, many times before but you refuse to take my advice", she spoke. It was now way colder than before but her smile remained.

"I should never be friends with someone as talented as Bakugo Katsuki and that I should stop harassing him before he fills out a complaint and gets the school in trouble for letting there quirkless student get away with anything just cause there weak and useless and we pity them" , he repeated from memory. He has heard this speech one too many times in his opinion.

"And yet, you're still hanging around with him. Why is that?", she asked. Her voice sounded colder and madder by the seconds he took to answer.
"Because he's my only friend",Izuku answered honestly. At least it's the truth, he thought sarcastically as he held out his hand already knowing what was coming

SMACK SMACK SMACK

The metal ruler came down on his already scared hands as he looked away from the sight. It wasn't that he was in pain. No, this has happened too many times to count and he can't even feel it anymore. He just doesn't like the sight of blood cause it reminds him of home.

Once she had finished taking all her anger out on him she yelled at him to get out of the classroom. Thank Kami, he thought, grateful that it was one of her shorter sessions.

Since it was only ten minutes since Kachann left and it takes about twenty to get to their neighborhood , I could probably just take the short cut, right? Auntie Misuki always said to take "the brat" if he wanted to go through because it's dangerous and besides there's lots of people out and it's so light outside! It will be fine, Izuku thought as he walked down the long alleyway and came across the bridge.
He started walking underneath it when he started to smell this gross sewage water. Wanting not to smell like garbage when he comes home he started to walk faster. That's when he heard this deep and slimy chuckle from behind him.

Fuck.. ,he thought as he started sprinting as fast as he could to get away from the.. villain. He just about made it when the thing grabbed him.

"You'll make the perfect skin suit for me, kid", he said as if i knew what 'skin suit' meant.

I tried grabbing into something but everything was all skinny and my hand just passed right through. He started shoving the slime down my throat, in my nose and even ears too.

It hurts, Izuku thought as it got deeper and deeper and deeper. Can't breathe.. Was one of the thoughts he had until he heard it.

"Just 10 more seconds, little one. Then it will be over".

Over? What will be over? Oh.. My life. But one thought that came to mind when he thought about death was Kachann.

I won't be able to see Kachann anymore. I won't be about to see him become the number 1 hero. No, I have to get out of here. He thought with a new determination, but he was so tired too. Not being able to breathe is really not helping either.
Well this the end, been a shitty life but whatever. He started to lose consciousness and finally slipped his eyes shut.
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"Get in there you curse", Chisaki said, as he tossed the unconscious boy into the 'room' where one little girl was hiding.
"Hope you too demons have fun together." He laughed maniacally before slamming the metal door shut.
Eri looked at the boy that was in front of her. He has white hair just like hers. He was taller than her by a lot and was probably older too. Maybe he could be my older brother!! She thought enthusiastically and she dragged the heavy body near her bed so no one hurts him when opening the door
I hope he's nice to me... She thought one last time before shutting her eyes and drifting into a deep sleep.