Me:
Back then I was always the highest having the average 97-100
Red winter:
We have our honor student here👏
Me:
I really hated it when I had 99 as my grade •́ ‿ ,•̀
Red winter:
WHAT!?
Me:
Of course it wasn't a perfect grade.
I was disappointed at myself.
Red winter:
That's another reason why
Me:
Like "I hate my life, 99 seriously?? Just 1 more it will be 100 tsk tsk"
"i am a disappointment, what will people think about me??"
"they'll probably think I'm stupid!!"
Red winter:
Putting that in the list 📝
Me:
I was so mad at myself,
I literally locked myself in my room.
That I decided to torture myself
By not eating.
Like I really wanted to have straight 100.
Red winter:
If im with you, i would slap you right now by saying that. have you seen students drop out??
Me:
And when I got my lowest grade 93,
I literally cried.
Got so depressed •́ ‿ ,•̀
I was diagnosed
I took 16 sleeping pills
Bcs I couldn't sleep.
Red winter:
Sshs ssh sh
I don't want to hear it i have heard enough!!
Me:
Well come on I feel like my reputation was ruined that time!!
I always win in quiz bees.
I was a campus journalist too.
Red winter:
i know you for being nice , helpful , role-playing, and sometimes having anxiety , and for being our friend.
But i don't want to hear about you being sad depressed always chasing the top.
Me:
Ok:) I wouldn't tell you if I'm sad:))
Red winter:
Okay see another problem again.
you don't get what i mean!! you put it like
"Oh she doesn't want to hear about sh!t i should stop and keep it to myself" and
"I must be annoying them or something "
That's not what we mean. even so this is not what you think,
What i meant is i don't want to see you sad all the time, always thinking about this thoughts. you can always share you're problems with us we might not answer that quick but i'm assure you we will , we want you to be okay.
Me:
Oh ok, I'm so happy to have friends like you guys😊
I'm crying for no reason QwQ
Maybe because I feel so loved?
I literally love you guys (╥﹏╥)
Red winter:
Is that even a question of course you are!!
Me:
This is making me cry more(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)
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PoetryI'm posting this because even how many problems that go through life, someone will be there by your side. So don't give up, Keep fighting, There's a way to Happiness & Success.
