Is This Love??

hurt pt2

Sinb pov.
While the party is starting we saw the man's that broke our heart's.
How fuck our life can be it's so painful
To see them and heard them that they're are with someone new
And the most painful is it's
Our childhood Best friend and our first love.
Fuck them,
Fuck the world for doing this to us.
We did not use any body.
We're not that bad.
But why?
Can't do this anymore.
I want to die now.
As In right now.
I want to explode but I can't.
I want to tell it him but I can't.
I want to be with him but I can't.
I want him but he doesn't want me.
I want to confess but its too late.
All I can do right now is to stare at him with my step sister somi.
End of sinb pov.

Eunbi pov.
I know my heart will surely explode by now, I'm hurt,We are hurt because of them,
What did we do to deserve this
We did not confront them
We did not stop them
We did not broke a promise
All we do is to love
We just want to be important
We just want attention
We just want to be love
Is love really a joke?
Why love is so painful?
Painful to watch.
Painful to see.
Painful to get.
Painful to use.
Fuck it I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm just here watching him far away.
He is with sullyoon.
End of eunbi's pov.

Bona's pov.
I think my heart suddenly stopped beating.
I don't know why.
Because there's a thousand reasons.
Is it because I see him with others?
Is it because his with my step sister?
Is it because they are together?
Is it because I like him but he's in relationship with my step sister?
Is it because he don't love me back.
And alot more.
But I just think about it and solve why I'm hurt why my heart stopped beating.
It's because he Just see me as his old best friend and nothing else.
And all I know is he is blind.
He can't see my love for him.
He can't see my efforts.
He can't see my true feelings.
He can't sense that i can't be his little sister even Best friend even friend because I like him,I love him but here I am staring at him sadly.
Because he is with my step sister sunmi.
End of bona pov.

Irene's pov.
I hate my life.
I hate my fate.
I hate everyone.
I hate everything.
I hate my self.
I hate this world.
Because all I wish is for him to notice me.
All I want is to be loved by him.
But it's always possible.
Because it's never me.
Yeah I have a space in his heart but not the space that he love.
And loved is a past tense.
So it can never go back again.
Because he just see me as his good Best friend.
As his sister.
As the person that he can talk to.
As a person that he can laugh with.
As a person that he can say any problem.
That is who I am to his life forever.
A Best friend.
But can't never be his love.
Fuck it...it hurts so bad.
I don't wanna explode.
I'm just here wondering if I can see him with another woman.
That happens to be my step sister Jennie.
End of Irene pov.

Pov.author
5 hour ago.
The party is still going.
Hola señorita eres nueva aqui?(hi miss are you new here?)|the Spanish man ask jennie,sunmi,somi,sullyoon.
Ahm..we don't understand what your saying sir|sunmi replied.
Hola señor(hi sir)|irene greet the man.
Oh señorita Kim o debería llamarte señorita Lee (oh miss Kim or should I call you miss Lee)|the old man said.
Prefiero ambos señor(i prefer both sir)|Irene said.
Tu con tus primos Otra vez señorita (your with your cousin's again miss)|the other oldan said.
Hola señorita Joo(hi miss Joo)|the much older man said to bona.
Hola señor(hi sir)|bona answered.
Hola señorita Hwang(hi miss Hwang|the other man said to sinb.
Hola señor es un placer conocerlo de Nuevo(hi sir it's pleasure to meet you again)|sinb replied.
Hola señorita kwon|the much older man said to eunbi.
Hola señor ha pasado in tiempo(hi sir it's been awhile)|eunbi said.
Nos vamos ahora hasta luego feliz cumpleaños de Nuevo señoras(we're going now see you later happy birthday again)|the man's said to them.
Gracias señores(thank you sir's)|they replied.
The four old man's are now gone.

Wow is that Spanish|sunmi said.
Why|bona asks.
Nothing you guys are good at Spanish|sullyoon said.
We study that a long time ago since we are kids|eunbi said.
Ohh that's why you guys are good at Spanish|somi asks.
Of course since 5 to 10 year's old we are studying Spanish and alot more|sinb answered.
Stop it already where are them|Jennie said.
Who are you guys looking for|Irene asks.
Our boyfriends do you guys saw them|Jennie asks.
Awhile ago but they are with you guys|Irene answered.
Baby|Liam shouted.
Baby where have you been|Jennie said then hug liam.
Sorry someone just want to talk to me|Liam said then notice Irene.