Stories made from songs

My R - Rachie

I'm so tired of this.

I walk up to the rooftop while thinking.
I thought as I proceed to take off my shoes, once I finished, I notice a girl with braided hair.

What are they doing here?
Wait, why do I even care?

I thought, my body controlled itself as I walked towards the girl, noticing that she was looking down at the view and was slowly getting closer to the edge.

Once I noticed, I ran towards her, screaming "Hey, don't do it, please."

What am I doing?
What am I saying?

These thoughts came to my head as I continue to run, finally reaching her.

Why am I doing this? It's not like I care.
I missed the damn opportunity.

"Why did you..?" The girl turned to face me.

"Just tell me all about it, let it all out." I said gently, nervous that I might have said something wrong.

"You probably heard it all before, I really have thought that he was gonna be the one, but he backed out." She explained.

"Oh please." I said angrily, making her react and step back to create space.

For god sake, please. Are you fucking serious?? You got here before me because of that stupid reason.

"Please don't be upset just because you didn't get what you wanted, you're considered lucky to not get robbed or you know.." I said after calming down.

She spoke as she wiped her tears, "I changed my mind about this, I feel really better now.. thank you for listening.." She said as she disappeared.

Was that all a hallucination..? Where did she go...?

I'm tired, I won't be missing the chance tomorrow.

I thought before walking all the way home.
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The next day

Finally today is the day. I ran excitedly up on the way to the rooftop.

Once I reached the rooftop, I went almost to the edge after taking my shoes off, that was when I noticed a petite girl doing the same thing like the girl from yesterday.

Another girl? Again?

I screamed the same thing from yesterday, causing for me to get the girl's attention and turned to my direction.

Dang, deja vu.

Finally reaching the girl's location, I asked her if she could explain why she wanted to do it.

"You probably have heard this before, but uhm.." She stopped.

Well?

"Everyone just ignores me, they just keep stealing my stuff. Worse thing is, they make me feel like I don't.. belong here." Said the small girl.

Getting angry again, I deeply sigh and think of a reply.

You're wasting your time up here, there's still some people who acknowledge you for you..? No, what if the teachers ignore her too?

For God's sake, why are you even up here? Why did you get here before me? Is it just because of that stupid reason?

"You might not fit well in school, but you still have family members who love you, at least you have people to feed you, and have dinner on the table." I said to the girl.

Well at least you have a home.

"I'm feeling hungry.." Said the girl that shed a year, just like the other girl from yesterday, she disappeared.

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She always had to comfort people whenever she went to the rooftop, but instead of disappearing, they walked away, it's like they were very real people. She made them change their mind about ending their sentences.

She kept missing the opportunity to do it, always thinking that I should do it tomorrow.

She has listened to everything that they said, she's wondering why isn't it happening to her too..?

I'll make up for the time I have wasted today by doing it tomorrow, I just can't handle the pain anymore, the girl thought before going to sleep, crying.

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The next day

I come by the rooftop, took off my shoes and went closer to the edge. Once again noticing a girl that was wearing a yellow cardigan.

This feels different, for the first time, I can tell she's suffering the same pain as me.

She looks like she hasn't been doing this recently either.

"I just.. wanna stop the scars that grow." The mysterious girl spoke.

Pardon?

"Every time when I go home, it's the reason why I came here." The girl added.

Now I feel, kinda bad for her.

I can't believe I'm going to say this, not like I care.. but here goes nothing..

I hesitated.

"Hey, don't do it please."

Why am I so nervous at this time? I've done this multiple times with multiple people, it should be fine...

It's not.

What am I supposed to do now?! She didn't react or anything but just turned to looked at me.

"I'm sorry, but that's not gonna work now." She spoke, giving the ground a stare.

To think that I've bitten more then I can chew..

Welp, this is new, and it's not good.

I notice her sad face while she was still staring at the ground, leaving me with an idea to reply with.

"Please, even so, please just go away so I can't see.." I said with a hint of sadness.

She looked up from the ground to notice my presence, providing me with so much pressure.

"Your pitiful expression is just too much for me.." I blurted out before crying, causing the person to approach me and comfort me.

"I guess today, is not my day.." She said before looking away from me and disappeared.

Nothing is going to stop me from taking this chance tomorrow.

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Current day

I excitedly come up to the roof, walking towards the edge and taking my shoes off, I look around to see that no one is here.

Perfect.

No one's here except me.. that means nothing can interfere!, I thought happily.

I took off my yellow cardigan, letting it lay down on the floor. Undoing my braids, causing for my hair to be messy.

As I get closer, I start to wonder about the good feeling while falling down.

I, the petite girl, has finally jumped off.

(Based off of My R by Rachie)