One shots | N.Romanoff x Fem Reader

I hate you - N.R

'I hate you'

You joined the Avengers a year back and Nat has always hated you. You weren't the most useful on missions but you tried your hardest, but to her it was never good enough.

"Good job on the mission today, kid." Clint praises, patting me on the back as I eat a sandwich. I smile back in response, knowing Romanoff was going to say something.
"Really? She fucked up." She groans. There it was.
"And what did you do?" He asks.
"Who's friend are you?" She mutters, giving me a death stare. She was incredibly intimidating so I never said anything back to her. I sit awkwardly eating my sandwich before leaving them arguing in the kitchen.

I make my way up to the roof with my book to get some reading time in. 20 minutes or so into reading someone joins me on the roof. Wanda.
"She doesn't hate you, y'know?" She murmurs, taking a seat. I look up to her, closing my book and placing it down beside me.
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"Nat. I heard her and Clint arguing about it in the kitchen. She doesn't hate you." She explains, repeating her earlier words.
"Why is she always such a bitch, then?" I ask, sick and tired of the constant shouting towards me and me only.
"I suppose she doesn't know how to process her feelings, she's never been good with love, family or romance." She informs me.
"She's crazy." I sigh, placing my head in my hands. "What am I supposed to do with that information?" I groan.
"That's up to you, Y/n." She says, rubbing my back gently. Wanda's been good to me ever since I arrived, same with Clint. Wands is like a sister to me and Clint a father. I was never close with my family, they didn't like who I was so I left when I was 18. Wands gets up and leaves, giving me time to think about what she's just told me.

A few days later Tony decided to hold a party to celebrate the recent victory. I wasn't entirely sure if I wanted to go, I hate parties but it's nice to spend time with the team. It was only a small one, the team, Maria Hill, Carol Danvers and Clint's wife. I decide to suck it up and go, I chuck on a tight dress and do my hair and makeup before meeting Wanda so we can go down together.

"Have you thought any more of what I said the other day?" Wands asks as we walk to the party floor.
"I guess. I'm just not sure what to do. She treats me like I'm no more than a stupid kid who isn't capable of anything, how am I supposed to want to date her?" I ask. "She's attractive beyond belief but I don't know anything about her and I don't know the nice side of her." I mutter.
"I know. I think you should talk to her, maybe see how she is tonight?" She suggests.
"Okay. Thanks." I murmur as we make our way into the already started party.

"So, you're the new one, huh?" Carol asks.
"I wouldn't say that new anymore, I've been on the team for around a year." I state.
"I'm not on Earth much, forgive me." She smiles.
"Of course." I chuckle. If what Wanda said was real I want to try and make Natasha jealous. That'll show me if she actually likes me or if Wanda was making things up.

I spend the night talking to Maria and Carol, a lot of harmless flirting involved. As the night grows, the party gets quieter. We all gather around and talk, a nice conversation where you can hear everyone. Nat's on the couch opposite to the one Maria and I are on, her arm is around me via the back of the couch. I've noticed glances from her throughout the night, though I couldn't tell if they were just her normal bitch glances. I asked Maria to get in on the plan to which she agreed, thankfully. She has her hand on my lower back as we were talking to Carol and she's followed me closely throughout the night. I wouldn't mind dating her for real.

The night comes to an end, for once I didn't drink too much. Most people left throughout but I was happy staying to talk to Maria. She's extremely nice. I never really got the chance to talk to her before.

I see Maria out before heading up to my room, but not being stopped by someone.
"So you and Maria?" The redhead asks. This is going to be interesting.
"What about me and Maria?" I inquire, acting naive.
"You know what I mean." She groans.
"What? You have a crush on Maria or something." I chuckle.
"I hate you." The words burn slightly, it's not like it's the first time she said it to me but this time I really felt it, I suppose I wasn't expecting to hear it again after what Wanda said to me.
"Why? What exactly is it that I've done?" I ask, finally retaliating.
"You always make mistakes on missions. You never listen. You always go rogue and no one ever calls you out for it. And now you're getting flirty with someone you barely know." She yells.
"Why does it bother you so much?" I yell back.
"I hate you." She yells, walking away. I think now I'm clear on her true feelings.
I change and wipe away my makeup before sliding into bed. Wanda was definitely wrong.

"Don't date her." The familiar voice echoes into my room.
"What is your problem?" I ask. "You fucking hate me. You've made that clear." I groan, sick and tired of her bullshit.
"I don't like Maria." She starts, she sits herself at the end of my bed.
"Natasha, don't." I warn.
"Don't what?" She replies, her volume rising.
"I'm not in the mood for you anymore. You're so crazy. You hate me, so leave." I reply.
"I want you." She says, trying to make it better.
"How much have you drunk tonight?" I ask.
"Too much. She had her hands all over you. Something I've never had." She complains.
"When you treat me like someone you want to be around you can be jealous about that." I sigh.
"Please, Y/n." She almost begs.
"I didn't take you as the beggar kind." I laugh.
"Your laugh is beautiful." She replies. She's getting desperate now and I can tell.
"Seriously, Natasha. Figure out your feelings then talk to me about them." I say, ushering her out of the room.

I head to sleep, done with this whole situation already. She's never treated me well, but there's something about her. In my first few months of being on the team all I seeked was her approval, I just wanted her to tell me I did well or did something right for once. I gave up around 6 months in, knowing it would never happen with the way she treated me.

I wake up the next day to a message on my phone.
'Can we talk?' From Natasha.
'What's there to talk about?' I reply, chucking my phone back down to go shower. I think about what she might say, I'm not sure if i'm looking forward to it or not.

Another message once I'm out of the shower.
'I need to apologize. Meet me on the roof in 5?' The message reads.
'Fine.' I reply, giving in.
'Thank you.' She responds.

I get changed and head up to the roof to meet her.
"How long is this going to take?" I ask, sitting down in my usual spot.
"Depends on how you reply." She smirks that irritating smirk like she always does.
"Hurry this up, Natasha." I reply. "I don't have all day." I add.
"Yes you do. I checked." She informs. Of course she did.
"Just hurry up or I'm leaving." I state.
"Okay, okay." She says. "I'm sorry for the way I treated you and I'm sorry for last night. Clint told me this morning just how much I drunk and I'm ashamed to say the least." She looks down.
"Just treat me better." I reply. I want to forgive her, I want her to praise me like the rest of the team do. I just want her to respect me like she does the others. Is that too much to ask for?
"That's it?" She asks, shocked. "I haven't been nice to you at all, and that's it?" She repeats.
"Because I want to forgive you. I never wanted you to hate me in the first place. I just wanted your acceptance, so yes, that's it, but if you even think about saying another bad word to or about me, we'll never speak again, clear?" I inform.
"Sir, yes sir." She chuckles. "Thank you, Y/n. I appreciate it." She smiles, an actual smile instead of that damn smirk of hers. "Is it too soon to ask you on a date?" She asks.
"You are unbelievable." I laugh slightly. "Kiss me." I order, I don't know what came over me.
"Oh?" She smirks, leaning in.
"Y/n, I knew you'd be up here, what happened last night with N- Oh my..." Wanda interupts, Natasha and I pull apart as quickly as we can, though she still holds my in her embrace. "I was not expecting to walk in on sex." She chuckles.
"Wanda." I groan, stretching out her name. "It was just a kiss, asshole." I add, releasing myself from Natahsa's arms.
"How much of a prude are you, witchy?" The redhead adds. "So, is that a yes?" She asks, returning her attention back to me.
"I suppose I can fit it in my schedule." I call back as I leave with Wanda.
"Don't pretend like you're busy." She calls back.

A/N: First one shot, I don't overly love it but I didn't know what else to do.

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