Chapter 2

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The bell had just rang, and I went walking back to my locker so I can put my books up.

That's when I got pushed into my locker, again.

"See you tomorrow." Crystal said with a smirk on her face.

I tried to ignore it, but as soon as I opened my locker, notes fell out.

I picked them up and they said "Kill yourself," "ugly whore" and other stuff like that.

I slammed my locker and ran home with tears running down my face.

I got there and went to my room,closed the door, and sat there crying.

'Why' is all I could think about in my head. Why, why, why. Why does this happen to me.Why do they do this to me.
I felt like I was going crazy and couldn't take none of this any more.

I grabbed what I was trying to look for and slid it through my skin.

That's when my mom walked in.
She was in shock,She didn't say anything,She didn't ask, She knew what I was doing.
She went up to me,and slapped me.

"Why would you do this to you're self!" She said yelling at me.

She didn't say anything else and just went walking out my room.

I was so mad and hurt inside.
She didn't know what was going on in school.

I went to the restroom and looked in the mirror. There was blood coming from my nose where she had slapped me so hard, a mark on my face which looked like a bruise,blood from my wrist, and tears everywhere. I was a mess.

I cleaned up and went back inside my room and sat down on my bed.
That's when I saw Taylor come in,He had closed the door behind him.

"W-what happened!?" He said sitting down next to me.

I didn't say anything,I tell Taylor everything that happens to me. I know he knows what happened, he didn't even have to ask.

"I deserved this..." I said looking down.

He got up and pulled me up also, and gave me a hug.

"I love you, and you know I don't like when you hurt yourself or cry, promise me you won't do this anymore. Please Lizz." He said looking down at me.

I nodded my head and he hugged me even tighter.

"Okay Lizz, I gotta ask you a question!"

"What is it?"

"You can't say no though!"

I felt a little scared to what Taylor was gonna ask me.

"Fine, just tell me!"

"Would you like to go on tour with me and the other guys?"

"Duhhh!" I was so excited.

* Taylor's POV *

When I asked Lizz, her eyes brighten upped and had the biggest smile on her face.

I was happy that she wanted to go with me on tour. She would get away from everything that hurts her.

I don't know why I even asked her what happened. I know that she goes to school, gets bullied, comes home, and hurts her self. An I know her mom just found out she was doing those things to herself, cause right when I walked into the house, I heard her mom scream at her.

Lizzie is my cousin, but she's more like a little sister to me.
I get mad when they push her around and make her cry. It bothers me, a lot.

I was just happy that she's happy.

* Lizz's POV *

I decided to call Carter cause I know he would be excited that I was going.

"Catahhh!!!" I screamed.

"Lizzieee!!!" He said screaming back.

"Guess what?!"

"Huh?"

"I'm going on tour with yall!"

After I said that I hear him scream,
Then I heard someone else scream like a little girl in the background.
I didn't ask who scream was that in the background, cause I knew right away who it was.

Matthew.

Matthew took the phone from carter,

"Lizz, are you really coming!?" He sounded excited.

"Yes sir."

He then screamed again,which made me a Taylor laugh.

I missed Matthew more then ever.
He was always there to make me laugh and smile.

Then my smile went away real quick,

"Taylor..what if my mom doesn't let me go."

"Why wouldn't she?"

"Well,since she just found out what I was doing to myself.."

That's when another voice came from the phone,

"What do you mean? What were you doing to yourself?"

It wasn't Carter or Matt..

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