A thousand years

CHAPTER 3

LOUIS' POV : ( continued )

I was deep in my thoughts when something disturbed me . That's my phone . It's  lying beside me . I grabbed it and fixed it to my ear.

" Hello "

" hey Louis ....Doniyah here"

" Oh...is Mr. Walsh up to something again."

" No.  But I  am "

" What ? "

" Hmm. ..Louis see I know your not comfortable with me yet but .."

" doniyah ....who said I'm not .....I mean yes I hardly know you ...but there is no problem In knowing you more . So you can be free and tell me "

" Louis ...I am sorry . ...you won't like it ....but I have to talk to you and actually help you or convince you ...to ...um...."

" doniyah "

" move on Louis . You might love Eleanor more than yourself but that doesn't mean you want her. I mean yes you would want her but more then that don't you love her such that you want her to be happy ? You love her so let her live her life the way she wants . With the person she wants . You know what . Love doesn't mean that you want that person to yourself only . But love means when you want that person to be happy . When you can do anything to make her smile . So what if she is not with you now . But still just let her be with the one whom she has feelings for . Let her do it the way she wants . And obviously she cares for you. That's why she told you to move on.  She cares for you . She knows that you love her but she can't give you the love back. She can't love you as much as you do. She wants you to be with the girl who can love you more than you love Eleanor.  "

" but Doniyah ...she was the one who I used to see every morning and night . She was the one I thought I spend my whole life with.  She was the one who I wanted to grow old with.  She was my everything.  "

" I know . She was your everything.  And that's why you wish she was with you . But think about her . She found her everything in another person . Even she wants to be with the person who's her everything.  Unfortunately that's not you . And you have to accept it . You know what Louis . One day you'll find someone who sees her everything in you . You'll find someone who will want to look at you when they wake up and before they sleep . You'll find someone who will want to grow old with you. Someone who loves you more than you love Eleanor.  You'll also mean the world to someone . Just wait until you find the girl who will give you so much love that you'll forget that you ever had any love for Eleanor.  "

I was crying . They were tears in my eyes. Her words touched my heart . Maybe she's right . If Eleanor can forget me and live with another guy then can't I find another girl. If Eleanor can love someone after me then can't I love someone after her too. If she can move on ...so can I . And I will. I will find someone  who means everything to me . I will find my  everythiing .She would love me more than Eleanor loved me . She would love me more than I love Eleanor.  And I will give her the love  back . I will love her back . No matter how she is or who she is ....All that matters is she loves me and I will love her . More than Eleanor. ......maybe Eleanor and me were just not meant to be . Even after all this I can't say I can forget her .

"But I just can't forget her so easily Doniyah "

" yes you can.  You remember how life was when she was by your side . You enjoyed obviously.  Try to enjoy once again. .without her by your side ....I bet you'll live the whole life again. Give yourself a chance to live again . Without Eleanor.  And see if it turns out good . "

" I will. Thank you so much Doniyah . You've helped alot . I will move on.  "

" great ...so now should I tell you the truth "