𝟻𝟺 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜 | 𝘚𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘯 !

{17}

HEE-JIN

I wake up in a white room, machines attached to my arms and all types of wires. My eyes are fluttering while I scan the the room in search of Sunghoon. A nurse rushes over to my side with a shocked face all over her face. Its like she saw a ghost or something. she screams for a doctor and while the doctor comes she asks

"ma'am are you okay?" she helps me sit up while I just stare at her.

"Where's Sunghoon?" I'm still searching the room as if somehow he'll pop up out of nowhere. Her face dulls and a spark of realization slams into her face. 

"Ma'am.." She holds my hand while tears roll out of her eyes. What happened? He tucked me into bed last night. "He.... He died 10 years ago" 

Stop. My whole world stops. Comes to a halt. He died? How could he die after tucking me into bad. Was she trying to tell me that the times I had with him were in my dream? But why am I in a hospital instead of my room. The nurse knows I need answers so she clears her throat. 

"Sunghoon was your highschool boyfriend, He died in a fire with you. He saved you and failed to get out. The life u saw for the past days, It was your imagination miss..." her voice cracked. And I felt my whole world shattering beneath my eyes. Tears started pouring out of my eyes. So I was in a coma? all along? Everything I saw, was fake?

"What about.. What about Sunoo" I gulped

"Sunoo died last year, he was also in the fire with you" 

"where were they buried?"

"Under a maple tre-" I didn't let her finish her sentence. I unplugged everything from by body and sprinted out of the room while tears were flowing everywhere. I ran and ran to that one maple tree where we all used to talk together. 

A gravestone was there. 

Park Sunghoon (2002-2013) 

My knees went week. I collapsed, cried and wept. He was gone. forever. He was right there. Infront of my eyes, tucking me and kissing me. Where was he? why couldn't I remember anything. So my mother dying was also an imagination? I loved him so much yet I dont remember anything with him. I went into a coma and this hurts like fuck. I wept on his grave and even cried on Sunoo's. Sunoo was so special to me. Why did this have to happen with me and only me.

I was done weeping. I was missing them way too much. Weeping won't make my voided heart full, I went to the closest 15 story building and went to the rooftop. Stood on the railing.

The city looked so beautiful, It was sunset and everyone was having fun talking to their loved ones. Lanterns were in the sky and that made me think about him even more. I smiled away my tears before closing my eyes.

"I love you so much Park sunghoon"

I let go of my feet and finally, I was free.