*TW: Suicide*
Sooo, I've just been kicked out of my mother's house at 18. One side of me is happy because I no longer have to put up with her abuse, manipulation and narcissism. The other side is tired and afraid. I feel like giving up and just ending my life here. I've been feeling this for the past week. However, I'm also angry. Angry at the little- matter of fact- the no help received from family members that claim to be 'here' for me.
Instead of dwelling on it and crying myself to sleep once again, I've decided to use that anger as a driving tool for manifesting. No more calm and collective affirming. I'll use my anger and say my affirmations with force (rampaging/commanding). This has worked for many, including myself, before. And now I am fed up. I'm tired of the shitty reality I've held in place so long. Tired of the physical and verbal abuse. I want my dream life and I'm getting my shit! ASAP.
P.S. This is a message to persons that are in similar situation to me...Breathe, we're gonna get through this. Channel that anger and pain to get what you want!
Love, always ❤️
Pray for me.
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