Lowkey a long ass one cs I couldn't keep it short and boring
Dom= Male
Sub= Male or female, it doesn't matter ;P
"Okay I got a good one! Never have I ever had sex"
I watched as everyone else put a finger down but me
"Seriously! They're a virgin?" Whispers went around the circle until I got up and left.
As soon as I got home I complained immediately to my dom. "Why is it such a bad thing being a virgin? It's not like I know anything about sex anyways" I pouted while he chuckled. "If youre so worried about it then why don't you learn?"
"Then I would. If it would get them to stop picking on it then I would"
"Then if you don't mind, I'd like to teach you a thing or two. It wouldn't hurt to try, wouldn't it?"
"No I guess not. But wouldn't it hurt me? I don't even know where it goes?!"
"I'll do the places, you do the paying attention and learning, got it?" I nodded as i gave in
. "Firsts things first, consent. Are you okay with doing this?" I nodded but he just shook his head.
"I need to hear you say it, love. Use your words"
"I'm okay with doing this" he nodded in approval as we moved further into the bedroom.
Without even shutting the door, he began kissing me and picked me up, lying me on the bed.
He began peppering kisses down my neck and to my belly button, but stopped there.
"You seem a little unsure, are you good with this?"
"I wanna learn but I'm nervous. Just be gentle, okay?"
"Of course. When have I ever been rough with you?" I shrugged, not really having an answer
"Can I take your shirt off?"
I looked down for a bit before nodding and putting my arms up for them to take it off.
I shivered as I felt his cold hands run up underneath my shirt to take it off.
As soon as it was off he went straight to my neck, kissing and sucking on the most sensitive parts, causing a slight moan to come out but I quickly shut my mouth, preventing anymore.
"Nobody is gonna hear you. It's okay to let them out" his smile reassuring me as I nodded and he went back to my neck. But this time, I didn't hold back letting him know how good I felt through moans, whines, and tugging at his hair.
It was weird at first but I quickly adapted to the feeling of warmth all throughout my body as I was overwhelmed with pleasure I didn't know was possible.
"Let me know if anything is moving too fast, okay? I don't wanna make you uncomfortable during your first time"
I nodded, "Okay" I said.
He reached for the button of my pants but I grabbed their hand
"Are you okay? Do you wanna stop?"
I shook my head, "please, kiss me"
A sly smirk appeared on his face before their hand wrapped around my throat, not doing anything but pull me closer as our lips met.
He pulled away as I wined, not wanting the kiss to end but at the same time wanting to catch my breath.
"Can I take your pants off now?"
"Yes, please" I panted as tears pierced my eyes
"For someone so nervous and uneducated you sure seem so needy now"
He teased before reaching for the button but stopping once more to look up at me for approval and I nodded
Before even realizing, my pants were on the floor right next to my shirt and my lips were again, attached to my boyfriends where they belonged.
"God holding back is like not eating for a week straight. The more you don't have it, the more you crave it" he said before kissing me again
Melting into the kiss I leaned back into the bed, not wanting to pull away, he leaned into it and now he was on top of me.
It felt so right, like I had control over my life for once. It felt so good just being there in the moment with him. I never wanted it to end but before I could even think, he pulled away and took off their own shirt and pants.
"I forgot you were the only one undressed"
I giggle a bit watching him wriggle out of his pants, groaning a bit as he rubbed against his boner a bit.
My eyes widened in shock, I didn't think it was very visible but i knew it was when he asked me, "why the wide eyes?" While still pulling his ankles out of his pants.
"There's no way that's gonna fit inside of me! I'd die before it was even halfway"
"Okay that last bit was flattering but dramatic. It's not that big and it is definitely not gonna kill you" he said, chuckling and walking back up to the bed where I still sat in shock.
"Close your mouth, hun, you're gonna catch flies" he said, lifting up my chin to face him, closing my mouth in the process.
"Are you ready?" He asked, looking me in the eyes
"That's gonna hurt like hell going in me!"
"That's why we'll start off small"
"With what?"
"My fingers"
I very quietly gasped in surprise. He looked me dead in the eyes and with all seriousness, said that. This man was crazy!
"But in order to do that I need to take your underwear off, is that okay?"
I was spaced out thinking about how this would even work, it probably didn't even matter the size, wouldn't it hurt either way? I wasn't even scared about being naked in front of him. I have many times. What scared me the most is the pain of it all. What if it hurt more than it felt good? Would he keep going? Would he notice if I was uncomfortable?"
A thousand thoughts raced through my head but every single last one was snapped out of existence when he snapped his fingers in front of my face to get my attention.
"Are you in there? Do you remember what I asked?" I nodded, shaking my head a bit to focus myself on him instead of what used to be negative thoughts
"So is it okay? I promise I'll be gentle. You say the word and I'll stop. Easy as that. Are you ready?"
I began thinking but honestly, what was the point in second guessing him? He promised me so many times so what reason do I have to not trust him?"
Getting back from my thoughts, I looked at him and nodded, "yea.. I'm ready"
He nodded and began kissing me again.
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