falling for him (mgk x y/n)

bittersweet

i hear screaming coming from downstairs. so i decide to go and see what it's about. i walk downstairs to see rook and kells with 2 other guys. rook sees me coming and makes them stop screaming do to my so called 'trauma' from Jacksen.

"y/n this is baze, slim, and kells"

"nice to meet you"

i shake slim and baze's hand but not kells because we've meet before. they we're screaming because of some new song that Travis is thinking about making with his band blink-182. i walk back upstairs to unpack my pictures i have. i walk back to my room and close the door. i grab my backpack and open it. i dump the pictures on my bed. i immediately see one of me and rook, i look about 6 or 7 which means hes 9 or 10. i frame it and put it on my dresser. i found one of my mom and i. my mom passed when i was 14. she was my favorite human ever. we literally did everything together. she gave me all of her things. im wearing a cross necklace she gave me in-fact. i found another one of my old dog. Bloom. i loved that dog with every part of me. my dad beat her to death though. i've always hated my dad for what he did to my mom and me. but thats a topic for another time. i found another picture of rook and i. but im only maybe 1 or 2, which means hes 4 or 5. holy shit! i found an old picture of me and my old old best friend from kindergarten. we lost touch after 5th grade when she moved. her name was Allisa. she had amazing brown hair and dark blue eyes. but anyways i got tired and took a 30 minute nap. god did i need this. i woke up and decided to check my phone. 14 missed messages and 7 missed calls from Jacksen. i opened the messages 'bitch' 'your gonna miss me' 'im sorry baby' 'come back and let me love you' and so on. i took a 2 hour nap. it felt so good. i looked back at all the pictures and started crying. i felt happy about the memories but sad that they didn't last long. i guess it's bittersweet.