Adopted // younow fanfic

So my past?

*one month later*

"Beth?!" Ebru shouted.
"Yeah?"
"Where are you? We need to talk!"
"Im outside." I was listening to my new skrillex album. I have to listen to it outside cause Ebru's broadcasting. it's the bangerang album.
She walked outside and sat next to me. "hi, I've been thinking and I was wondering why you were put up for adoption."
"Well for a start my birth mom was underaged, she was like 15, and her mom wouldn't let her keep me so it was abortion or put into care, and my birth mom was completely against abortion so here I am."
"Oh, and have you had any thoughts about finding her?"
"Yeah but i don't even know if she lives near here or even alive."
"Well would you like to find her?" She looked really hopeful...
"Sure, if it's not too much trouble."
"Ok... how can we find out her name?"
"I'm not sure. Maybe ask the adoption home?"
"Yeah sounds good."

Later that day me and Ebru went to the adoption home.. I walked in and all the kids looked at me
"Haha she's back, knew they wouldn't want her." Some boy said to me who I didn't recognise
"Slag." A 14 year old scoffed as I barged past her
"I'm not back! But you're stuck here!" I shouted in her face.

"Julie?!" I shouted
"What?!" She spat looking at me like I'm some tramp who can't afford a pair of primark shoes.
"What's my birth mothers name?" I asked
"I don't know ask her!" She scoffed
"I can't fucking ask her can I?!" I could feel my face heating up, I'm so fucking angry.
"Nope." She laughed
"Fine I'll look in the records."
"Whatever you're not gonna find anything. she's dead!" She scoffed and then just laughed in my face.

I felt my knees drop to the floor and I screamed, more than I ever had before. I'm never gonna meet my birth mother for fuck sake!
I turned slightly and saw ebru run in.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't know. are you sure she's telling the truth and not just trying to get to you?"

"I don't even know anymore... I just don't know."

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-em😉