11. ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢꜱ

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What can you say about love?

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What can you say about love?

Is it something that comes unexpectedly, hitting you like a truck, making all those bruises inside your body? The ones that you can't get rid of, that stick permanently to you, not letting even a small part of them disappear. Bruises that are the beginning of someone becoming a part of you. How you hope to never have to be without that person, how their company is the only thing you really need in your life to make it better. How you want them to love you back, to become those bruises on their body. And when the bruises are getting bigger and bigger that at some point they start to reach each other, they merge into one. That's when you know you can't get rid of the person you fell for.

Or maybe it's something that comes along the way while you have the opportunity of getting to know someone a little bit better. When you listen to them talking or see them smiling. How with time you notice more things about that person that make you fall for them little by little. And your body is making sure to let you know about that erupting butterflies in your stomach or sending shivers down your spine.

How you become closer and you let that person creep into your heart, even though they started creeping into it a while ago when you let one of your walls slowly crumble down. They create their own walls around your heart, making sure you will not be able to break these walls, making sure you will not be able to reach your heart and rip that person out of it.

How there's a day when you watch them with a smile plastered on your face and a million thoughts running through your mind. How you finally let the thought of loving them register in it. This doesn't hit you like a truck. This gives you a nudging feeling from the very beginning and this feeling only grows with each passing day.

And maybe it's the feeling that hits you the moment you realize that you lost the only person that could make you happy. How you see them walk away not being able to do anything about it and have to live without them, just to after some time feel the emptiness. Because when that person left they took a part of you with them. And that empty feeling is your reminder of what you once had and didn't see it. And because of the ignorance of your own feelings, you lost that person just to find out they're the only one you need to live.

But is it easy to say if you're in love? That you start falling in love? Or who you are falling for? The feeling of safety and being understood, the feeling of meaning something more to someone else. And how you feel that you can trust that person with anything. How they look at you and how they smile at you with so many emotions running through their features. How they can brighten up your mood with the simplest things. This is foretelling of your feelings.

Sometimes you start to fall in love but are too blind to notice. Sometimes you ignore it. Sometimes you are too afraid to see and admit your love for someone. Sometimes you do all these three things at once, getting lost in your own head. And sometimes it's too late when you realize who your heart belongs to.

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