𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚗 ᵃ ᵖᵗ ᵗʷᵒ

•𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕥•

•𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕥•

all of us sitting around the kitchen island, a bottle of casa migos in the middle of the table nearly done, a blunt in between all our fingers i was past gone. i could get use to living like this because shit was fire.

"im heading back to my crib tomorrow best, you coming righ'?" ddot looked at me with some low red eyes, him licking the dryness off his lips.

"yea." i nodded as my eyes were nearly shut as my head rested on dd's shoulder, remi just munching on some gushers, smacking loud as shit. ddot had been on his phone all day, constantly texting someone and shit.. i know mya and him ain't taking shit serious but forreal ya hoeing like that? as dd took the last pulls from his almost burnt out blunt he lifted my head facing me towards him.

"open." dd placed his thumb right on my chin beneath my bottom lip so i did, him taking a pull of his blunt and blowing the smoke into my mouth, me just closing my eyes before blowing it away and pecking him on the lips.

"how i got that on camera is crazy, how insta finna feel?" remi laughed and dd got all defensive.

"my nigga don't even." he was being so deadass. now the nigga was just being suspicious so best believe i didn't lean my head back on his shoulder.
"word to everything remi that don't gotta be for no one to see." i just looked at him mugging him then hopping off the white stool, storming up to his room and getting in bed before i start overthinking.
"baby.." dd came in shutting the door behind him.

"fuck up dd."

"you so mad for what tho?"

"you don't want me on no social media because you don't want them smoochie ass bitches to know i exist but it's all igh real shit." i covered myself completely with the dark blue blanket just closing my eyes not wanting to argue with this boy.

"you always think there's someone else when im dead wih you all day, you got all my dedication mama." he got in bed with me, wrapping his hand around my waist as he pressed his body hard against mine. i didn't ever really believe dd didn't see bitches behind my back because he definitely did at some point. but i did know i had his time, they just had his dick.

"okay dd, but no disrespectful shit you such a hoe bro."

"i know ma, but that habits broken, you the only one i fuck wih, allat." dd began kissing my neck gently. i just sighed and began to shut my eyes. im not gonna sit here and fall for his lies.

time skip:

i just needed to be away from everyone and that's what i did, i had to be taking this shower for at least an hour now. even though my life ain't bad, i still like isolating myself from negativity. and that's all ive been feeling around here, even though id be going to the crib and being left alone, i needed this alone time right now.

"baeee." remi yelled from outside the bathroom door, as she placed a few knocks.

"yeah?" i sighed as i stood up off the shower floor.

"ma lemme come in, real shit."

"remi im taking a shower."

"ion give a fuck im coming in." and like the door opened her sitting herself up on the sink immediately getting on her phone. she was respecting the fact dd had a whole glass shower that i was in.
"what's good with you? you been in here fa mad long." she whined and i didn't have an answer for her. i just finished my shower up soon then grabbing my grey towel wrapping it around my body as my hair dripped down my back, dd just bursting in right after.

"yo your gay ass just watched ha ass shower?" dd quickly grabbed my forearm dragging me out the bathroom mad aggressive and shit.

"yo what? no." remi laughed getting off the sink and leaving the room, and i wish she didn't cause now he finna talk shit.

"how you just gonna let ha sit there bro." dd stared at me like i had five heads, it ain't that serious bro.

"it's not like that so why you all in your feels.."

"cause you mine and you lettin' some random just chill in there while your butt ass naked dick?"

"okay but she ain't look. nothing, she came in when i was finishing up." i squinted my eyes not knowing why he been like this lately, i just went to my bag grabbing out my underwear and placing it on, soon after pulling on some lulu lemon blue biker shorts and a white cropped tube top, drying my hair with the towel soon after throwing it into the duffel bag, sliding on my black yeezy foam runners. and grabbing the duffel bag ready to go.

"why you trynna leave so fast, ddot rolling up for us and shit." dd continued to grab onto me, mad aggressive again, what is good with the nigga.

"you need to get your hands off of me." i stared him in the eyes cause nigga was dead hurting me.

"you always trippin about something rihanna, why you gotta make shit so difficult."

"i ain't making nun difficult, your hurting me so im letting you know the fuck?"

"this is exactly why we ain't ever gonna last forreal, you always pulling some dumb shit." dd let go off me soon slamming the door. i just scoffed nodding and going downstairs ddot knowing we gotta go.

a/n: happy new years babies!!! i hope you guys are enjoying your day, i just wanna start off saying that im so happy i get to go into 2023 with you guys, 2022 was absolutely ass, i got diagnosed with depression, and it had been so much but you guys helped me get through my hardest moments with your heartfelt comments, so just thank you and i love you endlessly💋