College life

Part 8

Y/N POV 

"I don't know if it's bad that I want to kiss you all the time." I just slip this out. Maybe I am bipolar, the one time I want to kill her and the next I want to kiss every inch of her body. God, stop thinking about your professor like this. Lizzie just unlocks the door and I take that as a sign that I need to get out. She doesn't even give me an answer. She could have just told me that it is bad. No, instead we just get out of the car and now we have this awkward vibe hanging over us. If I could have expected that I would catch feelings for my teacher, I would have never attended her class in the first place. What am I even thinking? I am not catching feeling for her, I was just horny and wanted some attention. I am just going to ignore her just like she ignored me question. I hate this cold hot act that she has. It's just like I didn't even say anything to her. She is over there talking to all this people like nothing happened. I can't act like that. Normally I am pretty good in putting a mask on but I am a hot mess right now. 

"Are you coming miss Y/L/N, there is a lot of work." I want to fucking strangle her right now and not in the sexy way. And by the way, my head is killing me. Do they have painkillers around here because I can't stand all the sounds that they are making. I walk up to Miss Olsen and see someone else approaching us. "Lizzie honey, I missed you so much. Who did you bring today?" And who the fuck is that. He seems like a cunt with his smile and shit. Why does he bother me so much. Maybe it's because he has his hands all around Miss Olsen. But what sticks with me the most is her name. Lizzie, that suits her so good. I bet it's short for something and I make it my personal bet to get to know this. "Yes Lizzie, please introduce me to your lovely friend." I fake my smile so much and tone the sarcasm only to a minimum. I don't think that the guy suspects anything because he just smiles at me. "James, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is James." James what an ugly name. Stop with thinking like this. I want to change so I don't need to be angry at every person that crosses my path. "Lovely to meet you Y/N. I have never seen Lizzie bring someone here so I guess you must be a good friend." You got to be shitting me. 

"I guess so." I look at Lizzie with the most sarcastic smile and she just glares at me. Why isn't she telling them that I am her student? Maybe she wants to play a little game and I am all in. "Enough of the chit chat. There is a lot of work to do. The food is already ready so all you need to do is give it to the people. There are aprons inside so just go change and we will wait here for you." Lizzie says a quick thank you and drags me inside. "What are you doing? Can't you just be friendly for once? James is a really nice man and you are giving him the most nasty side eyes." She is wright but I just can't help it. "I am sorry. I know it's not an excuse but I have this terrible headache and I just can't stand anything right now." I have never apologized as much as these past days. "Why didn't you tell me that your head hurt. I knew that there was more damage than you told. I would have taken you to the hospital if you were honest." That's the whole point. "I can't pay the hospital." I whisper, you wouldn't have heard it if you weren't paying attention. "What?" I look up at Lizzie and see her looking at me with that same look that she gave me when my dad called me. "You heard me." I won't repeat it. "Don't you have health insurance?" I nod my head no. I don't know about all of this stuff and it didn't matter if I had it or not. Now I just now that hospital trips will be expensive without it. 

"You could have just told me. You didn't need to lie about it." I hate lying and it pained me to lie. My whole life is about honesty and not lying so when I lied to her I betrayed myself a bit. "I know. It's just that I didn't want to burden you. I will get through this, I just need a painkiller that's all." Miss Olsen takes something out her pocket and gives it to me. "Do you just carrie painkillers everywhere you go?" She just glares at me and I take the pill and swallow it. "Thank you." That's the most sincere that I have been for the last days. "Let me know when your headache is getting worse and I will help you." I nod and we put on the aprons. "So Lizzie... what a beautiful name. Is it short for something?" It's my personal task to get to know her name. Miss Olsen just turns around and glares at me. She is so freaking hot when she does that. "It's still Miss Olsen for you." Two can play this game. "Whatever you say Lizzie." Her name feels so good on my tongue. Miss Olsen just turns back around and keeps looking at me. "Stop it Y/N."