Uncertain Love

Uncertain Love: Management

1:25 pm, Monday, December 14th, (Hiro's Point of view)

Spending most of my day at home staring at a computer isn't good for me at all, in fact it's not good for anyone, but I have no choice, I'm Black Lightning's manager after all, I gotta stay on top of all things that have to do with his challengers, up coming tournaments, and anything media related. It's my job to make sure he gets the word on everything and anything's that's sent to him, and or related to competitive professional wrestling. It can be a hassle at times, but I don't mind too much, anything for Ray. My name's Hiro, I'm 24 years old, and as I said, I'm Ray's wrestling manager, today has been pretty dull, since the season just ended not much is happening, but every once and a while I still have to fill him in on any events going on in the state. Today he said we could meet up and hang out at his place, which I'm super excited for, I've known him since high school and I've got a HUGE crush on him, though... I don't think he's interested. I don't tell many people this, but there are a lot of benefits when it comes to being Ray's manager. And by benefits, I mean I get to have sex with him (yeah I'm pretty straightforward). Ray is really popular, so he has loads of people on their knees begging for his body, but luckily for me, I'm the only one that gets to have a taste. In fact, I lost my virginity because of Ray, way back in high school when I became head of the wrestling team.

6 years ago, Hiro's Senior year.

Practiced just ended, and everyone had started packing up and leaving on their way home, while Hiro stayed back and cleaned up the ring, until he heard a very familiar voice.

Ray: Hey there Hiro! You guys did awesome there
Hiro: Woah Ray!! How are you? It's been so long!

Hiro jumped out of the ring and gave Ray a quick hug. They got to talking and decided to go out to dinner together. Hiro locked up the wrestling room and left with Ray. Once they were at the restaurant, they chatted for what felt like hours while waiting for their food, until eventually the conversation took a rather drastic turn.

Ray: So, you dating anyone?
Hiro: Oh, uh.. no I'm not, why?

Hiro could feel Ray's foot caress his leg
Ray: Oh nothing... it's just that... ya looked so cute in your gear, almost couldn't contain myself watching you

He winked at Hiro, which made him blush like crazy, Hiro couldn't believe the way Ray was acting towards him

Hiro: W-what? Wait wait hold-
Ray: You know Hiro~... you were always my favorite, you were so adorable and determined to become stronger, that's why I was extra willing to give you private 1 on 1 lessons, also because I wanted to see you more~
Hiro: S-shut up... you're lying

Ray got up from his seat, and skooched next to Hiro. Ray gently put his hand on Hiro's cheek and caressed him softly, slowly getting closer until eventually their lips carefully landed on each other, making the two engage in a passionate kiss. Hiro couldn't believe what was happening. They held their kiss until finally Ray let go, leaving Hiro out of breath, blushing intensely and not being able to make eye contact.

Ray: Wanna spend the night at my place?
Hiro: W-wait what? A-and do what?

Hiro was quite nervous, feeling like he knew what Ray was craving. Ray whispered in Hiro's ear, then gently nibbling on it.

Ray: I wanna make you feel how much I've missed you...

Hiro could feel how Ray would slide his hand down Hiro's pants, but suddenly he started to pull away, the waitress had come back, handing the pair what they ordered. They didn't speak while eating their food, the air felt thick and tense. Hiro didn't know what to feel. Should he be disturbed from the touching? Or yearning for more physical touch? While Ray acted like nothing happened, almost as if they haven't said anything to each other yet, making Hiro go crazy. That's all he could think about, the kiss, the hand slipping in his pants, he didn't understand what he was feeling.

Ray: Hiro? Hirooo... Hiro!

Hiro jumped, startled since he didn't hear Ray calling for him, Ray had already payed for the check, they were finished eating and Hiro didn't even notice. They left the restaurant, and while they were walking, Ray grabbed Hiro's hand and held it while the continued to walk.

Ray: You never answered me... wanna spend the night?

Hiro stopped walking, thinking about it, there was silence for a few minutes, until eventually Hiro gave Ray a kiss on the cheek and whispered.

Hiro: You better make it worth my time...

Back to present day

Come to think of it, Ray doesn't really act like that with me anymore, now it's more just, "Hey wanna fuck?", "Yeah sure thing!", then done! Makes me a little sad if I'm being honest. I loved the way he would compliment me and whisper the sweetest things to me when it was just me and him in private. But oh well... It has been 6 years since we've had this, "Friends with benefits relationship", so, maybe he got bored? Oh I hope not.... I'm still head over heels for him, but he just... he makes it so hard for me ya know? Don't get me wrong! Nights with him still feel so good, and leave me feeling like I'm the most luckiest guy ever, but I still get the feeling that I'm just something he can let loose on now. Not... someone special he can share a passionate moment with. I bet you're probably thinking, "Wait wait wait! It's been 6 years of you guys as friends with benefits, and you still haven't told him how you feel?!?!", I have okay!? I have... he just...... I guess... he doesn't really care... I told him after our first year, but he kinda dismissed it after he got a call right as I said it. And every time we finish a round of sex, or after a make out session, I tell him that I love him so much, but he's just like, "Aww", and keeps at it! It crushes me!! But oh well, I think I may try to talk to him about how I feel today when I come over, I need to know how he feels... I need to.

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