I feel more calm about things now other than pepper attacking me.,,,and me still being jealous.,well I'm not as jealous.,anymore.I kinda feel like I don't care anymore In a way?Its confusing,to me.and about all these crushes I'm not sure if I even like cog anymore.,,im not saying I don't but.,,,im just so confused.,!? Probably bc of what happened in the infermery.,salt however.,I feel like I can trust them.,?im not sure.,,,but they are a good friend,!!today I met mic there nice.,,I still wana know what they wanted to tell me but I guess I won't know.,?back to crushes,I realized how Test tube mostly likes salt.,I mean do I even have a chance but at the same time who knows.,,,wait,didn't salt say paintbrush was there parter so wouldn't that mean there cheating.,?or a poly with is most likely to be a poly.,my body hurts so much after only 1 chapter.,?!damn.,I can kinda walk now.,!!i just limp a lot and I finnaly got to take off my banges!!YAYYYYY!!!!marsh.,,,im kinda scared of him?i dont know.,,I think this is enough writing today.,,BYE BYE DIARY!!