Outer Banks Imagines

S3.Fake it Till U Make It-K.C

Y:I sighed as I got up.I don't even know why I even bother to get up if I'm gonna have to fake my happiness again.I put on some ripped jean shorts and a black crop top.Then I throw on my converse,and put my hair into a low bun.I walk out of my house and walk to the beach.When I arrived,I saw the pogues so I decided to go say hi."Hey guys." I spoke,sitting down on the sand next to them."Hey..how come you haven't hung out with us for weeks?" Kie,my best friend, asks.It's true tho.I haven't hung out with them for 4 weeks.I guess I just didn't have the energy to fake a smile."sorry." I replied in a low tone.Even tho my eye bags were very visible,I just shrugged it off."Have you been sleeping?" JJ asked,touching my eye bags.Kie grabbed my face and looked at them."Yeah have you been sleeping? You don't usually have this bad of eye bags." She says with her hand still on my face.I slapped her hand away."Yes I have been sleeping." I replied,also touching my eye bags.I could see Kie wasn't convinced but I shrugged it off."Do you wanna eat?" Kie asks pointing to the food behind her.I shook my head."Sorry for not hanging out with you guys.You know what? You guys were better off when I wasn't here I'll just go-" I was cut off by Kie."No! You're fine.We actually missed you.But it's not like you to just ignore us.Is everything alright??" she asks,knowing I have had problems with my mental health in the past.I nodded.I didn't have the energy to talk anymore.Kie gestured to me and the boys nodded.She grabbed my wrist and dragged me away."Uhh what the fuck?" I asked exhausted."Dude tell me the truth.Are you okay or not?" She asks.I was too tired to lie."no." I replied.instead of asking me what was wrong,she hugged me.For the longest time.It was just what I needed.I hugged her as tight as I could while I sobbed on her shoulder."Hey hey..shh..you made it out of hell." She spoke as she played with my bun."I always did say Fake It Till You Make It." I replied,slightly laughing.We pulled away.
I'm so happy to have someone like Kie.