maine sudh budh chain gawake

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Anirudh : bohat hurt tha main tab. woh ek mouka nehi chorti thi mujhe khash feel karane mein aur main khudko nehi rokh pata tha ushke liye feel karne se. aur jab pata chala sach to toot gaya tha ander se. ishliye to humesa chidh chidha rehta tha. baat nehi karta tha ziyada. tumhe daant deta tha or nahi tumhe apni patni maan paraha tha. mera bharosa hi uth gaya tha piyar aur riston se. upar se tum choti thi. main nehi chahta tha ki meri wajah se tumhare sath kuch galat ho jayein. samajh rahi ho meri baat?

Bondita noded with a smile. Anirudh continued. 

Bondita : to apne bataya nehi kiyu kisiko ap itni taqleef mein thei. mujhe hi bata dete..

Anirudh : kya bata ta ke mera dil kisine todh diya? main guilt mein tha ke shadishuda hote huye bhi kisi or ke liye mehsoos karna bohat galat tha. par kya karu rokh nehi paya. yehi nehi kayibar humdono bohat nazdik bhi agyein thei.
janta hu bohat galat tha. par kya tum maaf karogi mere ish galti ko? i am really very sorry.

Anirudh folded his hand infront of her. Bondita got hurt inside but didn't expressed. She held his hand and shook head.

Bondita : nehi patibabu...hain to insan hi. hum khudko rokh thodi sakte hain kuch mehsoos karne se? aapne waise bhi mere liye bohat kuch kiya. unsab ke samne yeh galti bohat hi choti hain.

Anirudh : sach na? maaf kardiya na mujhe tumne?

Bondita : ji patibabu...maine apko maaf kardiya.

Bondita told with a smiled. Anirudh also smiled. After many years he felt light.

Anirudh : pata hain tumhare sath itne saal bitane ke badh mehsoos hua ke riste bohat khubsoorat hote hain chahe pati patni ka ho, guru sishiya ka ho ya dosti ka. main sukra guzar hu ke mere sath woh sab hua warnah tum kaha se milti? sabse alag aur khash ho tum.

Anirudh said. Bondita looked down and blussed.  They kept sitting.

Bondita : kaal mere college mein ball dance hain. par mujhe nehi ata kya karu?

Anirudh : main sikha dunga mujhe ata hain.

Bondita :  thankyou mere liye itna karne ke liye.

Anirudh : nehi Thankyou mujhe samajhne ke liye.

Bondita noded and ran from there. 

It was evening. Anirudh played music and forwarded his hand to bondita. Bondita placed her hand on his. Anirudh placed her hand on his shoulder then warpped hand around her bare waist. her heartbeat increased feeling his hand.
They were looking into eyes. his heart also beating fast.  

Anirudh : yaha to main sikha dunga par kal tum kiske sath karogi?

Bondita : woh mera dost hain robin ushke sath.

Anirudh : kya? tum ladke ke sath dance karogi?

Bondita : yeh dance to ladka ladki hi karte hain.  kiyu? nehi karna chahiye mujhe?  

Anirudh : par kya zarurat hain karne ki?

Bondita : kiyuki main karna chahti hu aap mana karenge to nehi karungi.

Bondita said sadly. Anirudh didn’t wanted to make her sad.

Anirudh : nehi tumhari khwaish hain to zarur karna.

Anirudh said. her face lighten up. Anirudh pulled her closer and started teaching her steps. Bondita was observing and learning. few hours passed.

Anirudh : aab hum karte hain. shuru se!

Bondita noded. They started dancing. As their eyes met they got lost. Anirudh turned her. her back was resting on his chest. Anirudh closed her eyes inhaling her scent. He couldn’t help but brushed his lips with his neck and shoulder. Bondita brethed havily. It was first time for both of them. his plam rubbed on her bare waist. Bondita closed her eyes. Anirudh realised what he was doing and left her with a jerk. 

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