How we end

Chapter 1 Reputation

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I always wonder how my family would be without me
They would probably be happy or something to be
Honest I don't think my mother likes me
I really try to make her happy in someway but
I always seem to fail I mean I always wished I could kind off
Make her proud but I just seem to fail
I been failing everything lately and I can't do anything
I'm starting to lose my self I think I already did
I always knew I was sad or bored of life in
some way I mean ever since I was 6 my parents knew
I was not like other kids and I don't blame them
I was pretty wired and I always made trouble in school one I was a
Child and I didn't know how that would effect me my whole life.

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i mean every teacher complained about me of how I made trouble or something
my parents took me to a hospital or something I didn't know what was going on
As we sat I knew this was not an hospital and there were kids my age
I was nervous a tall man with a white jacket came and Sade max?
"come with me young kid" I look back at my parents I saw my mom tear I didn't know
What the hell was going on He took me to show me class rooms and stuff
Like an tour for the building and I saw a paper in the floor that sade "a hospital for people with special needs"
I didn't understand it so I just kept walking with him because he seemed nice then he Sade your gone be
Living here till your 16 max I start to scream "NO I WANT MY MOM PLEASE"
he pushed me to a room with 4 kids and I grew up there my whole life and
I hated it .

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7 Y E A R S L A T ER
I'm 16 now I knew one I get out my mom will wait but I won't forgive her
The nurse took me out to my mom she smiles and try's to hug me I push her I say
I don't want to talk to you she slowly walks to door we go to the car and
she started to play my favorite song "summertime sadness" I say
Why did you do it mom why ? She says "I'm sorry I regret I didn't know that will make you mad
It's just that everyone in the town was saying stuff about you and I believed it"
I open the door and get out in the middle
Of the streets my mom screams " Get here now max it's dangerous" I didn't care
To be honest I didn't care to die anyway

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I walked for like 3 hours i went to a park that I always went to as freaking child
I saw emma she was my best friend one we kids she sitting in a bench in the park she had
brown hair and she had headphones on her and she was reading a book
she didn't notice me I sit next to her she looks at me
I say hey remember me she says no I don't know you
I say max we used be friends one we were kids remember emma ?
she slowly smiles and hugs me she says "where were you"
I told her everything to be honest she told me want to go to the cinemas with me ?
I Sade what movie ? She says cruella
I laugh the cartoon? She says no haha it's a life action movie" I smile she had a brown Jeep
she always told me as kid she dreamed of having a brown car I say oh my god a Jeep ?
she laughs yes she sade you remember I smiled