Secret Omega

The Truth

craig listened carefully to each of Kyles stories liking the way he lit up when he told him one where he and Stan went overseas together with his parents and how much fun they had, Craig felt slightly jealous about their friendship and how he can do everything with Stan. he also wondered how they aren't dating, hell if he grew up with with Kyle as Stan did, he would have fallen for him so hard just like he is now.

Craig quietly listening to him go on and on and on not daring to interrupt him, until he finally stopped, looking over at craig laughing lightly "sorry i'm going off topic" he apologized nervously, "no it's alright i find it quite cute actually" craig said clearly not thinking before speaking, looking as shocked as Kyle he looked away, "sorry" he said as his face flushed, kyle laughed nervously again.

they bother stayed in awkward silence for a minute or so just listening to the wind and birds chirping outside, real peaceful here kyle thought before he felt craig's hand creep up on his.

"kyle, i need to get this off my chest i know this may not be the best time or place and i know you know why i dragged you out here" he started, face red with embarrassment bringing up his knees to hide his face but still holding onto Kyles hand on his side.

kyle mumbled a quiet ok, but when he noticed Craig was hesitating he gave his hand a tight squeeze, "i just don't know what to say i'm sorry...this is hard" Craig mumbled into his knees, kyle gave a soft smile "just say what you feel is right and the truth" "the truth? heh, i like you. i like you a lot, long before we even knew our second genders, i've liked you for a very long time, and this is honestly kind of scary to me, cause i don't wanna ruin what we have, since we're just like started to be friends. i...i wanna be with you, not like just normal friends who hang out ever now and then, i wanna be by your side through tuff times.. i wanna hold you and hug you and kiss you.."

craig turned his head towards Kyle whose face was red, how could he say these things kyle thought he would have never got this far but he was not done yet.

"i wanna spend nights with you talking all
night and cuddling while falling asleep. I
wanna laugh at things together.. I wanna
go out late at night on warm summer
nights just to act like stupid fucks.. I wanna get high together and just stare at the stars.. I wanna cry with you.. I wanna
watch scary movies with you and even at
times romantic ones.. I wanna go on small
dates.. I wanna know everything about
you.... I wanna go see your family with you.. I wanna go on walks with you.. I wanna call you or FaceTime whenever we're apart even if it's for a small amount of time. I wanna spend lazy days with you just bumming around in our pjs" Craig finally gaining enough courage to raise his head and look at Kyle, reaching out to cup his face.

"but kyle...i'm gonna need the truth from you also, cause i don't want to get anymore attached to you then i already am and only said this all for you to not even like me cause i cannot mentally handle that after" "of course i like you..wasn't it obvious, i used to dream about you every night be it great dreams or even nightmares but it was always you in them"

"nightmares.." Craig said confused, why did he has nightmares of me, "we'll talk about that later i'm not done yet weirdo, you just went on about for like a whole essay about me, i want to at least try and get some words in" Kyle smiled his cheeks flushed red as always whenever he's around him.

both of there hearts are beating loudly, Craig's hands now down on kyles hands holding them, hands both sweaty but they both understand why, they both say cris cross facing each other as much as embarrassing it felt right to both of them. kyle eyes were shifting around the room now knowing where to look as he said this

"Craig i don't think you actually how much i'm in love with you, i'm in love with every single think you do, hearing your voice makes me happy in seconds, hearing your laugh makes me smile which rarely happens, when you smile at me my heart goes all crazy and i get butterflies in my stomach, and when you hugged me during my heat i...i just didn't want you to let go. i wanted to stay in your arms, it felt right being with you...and i"