limbo ; skz x reader !!! hiatus :-(

ch. 1

!! korean is normal font, english will have two ** where it starts and ends. !!

"damnit (y/n), look at what you've caused now!" jeongin yelled at you, anger filled his irises. chan raised a hand to his shoulder and tried to calm him down, while you yelled back at him.

"what do you mean!? i was being reasonable! it was a stupid question to ask! i'm not letting something like that slide! so what if i'm an idol? really, it's-" chan cut you off with a fierce yet soft glare, making you stop in the middle of your rant. jeongin had become anything but calm at this point, the other members watching you two fire at each other. 

"you were being anything but reasonable! you're never composed! can you think about something you say for once!? no wonder woojin left, you're probably why." he spat. you stared at him as the words left his mouth, eyes wide. seungmin stepped in at that moment to vouch for you. 

"jeongin, don't say stuff like that. don't you know how disrespectful that is!? you know how much it affected them. there's a line you don't cross, you know, how are you gonna talk about (y/n) being composed and then say something as bad as that? none of you are right in this moment, but please think about what you're saying. don't you know how much words can affect people now?" he lashed at jeongin. jeongin didn't look sorry, but he didn't look proud either. your head felt heavy, so you excused yourself and went up to your room. you could hear the other members calling for you but nothing could help at the moment. you shut the door behind you, wishing you had taken a different route in the kpop industry. why was this happening to you? was it really your fault? tears made their way to your eyes, and you just decided to nap for a bit to take your mind off of things. memories from your early debut flooded in.

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"hey, what was your name? i didn't get it, sorry." you slid down the wall to sit next to one of your soon-to-be members. he looked up at you, smiling a bit.

"my name's felix, but my korean name's yongbok. you're (y/n), right?" you nodded at his words. his korean didn't seem to good, but you didn't want to poke at it. 

"felix? that's a nice name. do you want me to call you felix or yongbok?" you asked him. he paused for a second, trying to find words to say.

"i'm not good at korean yet, so felix would be better, because i can hear it easier." he responded. he had sort of an australian accent, and you happened to be born in australia too. you just probably grew up with more korean in your household. 

"ah, okay felix. where were you born? you seem to have an australian accent."

"i was born and raised in australia, actually!"

"oh really? i was too. you can speak english with me if you can't in korean, i'm fluent in it."

**"oh thank gosh, i'm so glad someone here other than chris speaks english." you recognized the name chris, but couldn't remember who from. was it someone's english name?

"chris is chan's english name, by the way. sorry, i should've just said chan." he apologised, not for a very good reason. you shook your head mentally at his anxiousness. 

"it's fine, felix, don't worry. if anything, i SHOULD'VE known his english name. thanks for telling me though!" you smiled at him, his cheeks visibly becoming a slight shade of red. you internally laughed at his cuteness.