Ari ❤️
I decided to take a break today and treat myself i was currently at the spa getting my toes done right now.
" that is such a pretty color " i say the the spa lady and she smiles up at me.
Pulling my phone out I decided to call Blue.
She answers on the third ring.
" I am so so happy you called" her voice sounded uneasy.
Sounded almost as if she was up to no good.
" where are you?"
My question was met with silence before she sighed.
" parked down the street from Kyle's house after he invited me over, but now I'm too scared to actually go" she breathed out.
I giggled at her shyness while watching the lady rub the hot coals on my legs.
" good now march in there and demand his love and get some dick while you at it" I say jokingly and she groans
" your not helping"
I roll my eyes before thinking.
" what time were you supposed to meet him?"
She gets silent again.
" ten minutes ago" she barely squeaks out.
" Blue!" I tell before gathering my self.
" I know, I'm gonna go in, okay I'm going in" she said and hung up.
Shaking my head at my Bestfriends antics I gather my thoughts as she was now leading me to the table to get my hands done.
Feelign my stomach growl lowly I make a mental note to get food after this.
Blue ✨
Pulling into Kyle's driveway I turned my car off.
Growing nervous I climbed the steps and knocked on the door.
I waited a few seconds before Kyle opened it.
His smile almost made melt.
I kinda stretched the truth a little bit when talking to Ari.
I smiled as Kyle took my overnight bag and lead me inside the house.
This is the first time I will be spending the night at Kyle's house.
" I was starting to think you hated me"
His words made me feel bad.
" I don't hate you Kyle, I was hurt by your actions but I don't hate you" I explain and he looked at me the guilt written all over his face.
" I'm sorry, I met Katya one day after the game and one thing led to another and we got outed to the public"
I take in his words nodding.
" I never meant to hurt you, it was a fling that turned into something more because we got outed" he continued and I just got emotional thinking about seeing them all over Instagram, YouTube and Twitter.
Being spotted together, getting food together. It hurt a lot I really like Kyle.
I didn't even realize I was crying until Kyle told me it was okay.
" I know it's okay, you have a girlfriend and it's not me and I have to be okay with that, but I'm not" I ranted before he rubbed the back of my hand with his thumb.
" Blue I wouldn't ask you to spend the night at my house if I had a girlfriend, she broke up with me last night saying that I wasn't tending to her needs and that it was clear that I couldn't handle her, whatever and I just knew I need to be around you" .
I wiped my eyes and calmed down.
Going into further detail about his breakup I could tell he was hurt by it.
It was obvious he had actual feeling for her.
I let him vent to me.
When he finished venting I was all ears.
" I've been talking about me the whole time, what about you, I mean what I did was selfish" he said and I sat back on the couch.
I tried to gather my words. Tried to think of what I wanted to say to him when it first happened.
I was drawing a blank. Shaking my head no he got the hint.
" it's useless to say anything now, I mean it's over you guys are broken up so my opinion doesn't matter" I say softly.
Looking at my hands, I saw it was time to get them redone.
" your opinion does matter, Blue that's why I asked" his face was serious as he looked into my baby blue eyes.
" what's going through your mind, or what was going through your mind?" He asked.
" I want you to be honest, you don't gotta hold nothing back" he said.
I didn't feel like I was ready for such a confession yet.
Yet I could hear Ari's voice in my head telling me it's too much to hold it in.
She originally wanted to give him a piece of her mind when it first happened.
Yet she couldn't because nobody knew about us.
That's what made it so perfect.
" Blue, whatever you say right now, will stay between us, I promise" he said holding his pinky out.
" I just don't think I'm emotionally ready to tell you alone, it may sound weird, but I'd probably feel better talking about when we're not alone"
My logic was weird but it was true.
Like if this question got brought up in the Q&A tomorrow I'd answer it without hesitation.
" so in other words if someone was to ask in the Q&A you'd answer my question?" His voice sounded like he cared about what I was gonna say next.
" yeah, it's just you make me nervous Kyle, for all the right reasons and I just can't explain it" I began to say and he cut me off rubbing the back of my hand again.
" you don't got to, I would love to here your side of the story tomorrow, but tonight we chill"
He then leads me to the kitchen where he had his chef make Chicken Alfredo.
Kyle was smooth when he fed the food to me, it was so freaking good.
Ari ❤️
I was on the phone with Allen of course he had me cheesing.
" how was your day beautiful ?"
I smiled knowing I he puts me in a good mood whenever he calls or comes around.
" it was okay, doing even better now that I'm talking to you" I flirt confidently.
" wow you know your eyes sparkle in the moonlight?"
I blushed lightly at this statement thank god it was dark.
" there you go being sweet again"
He chuckled nodding his head. " I try, I know it gets lonely when I'm doing these away games" he states.
" I just can't wait for offseason, that's when the real fun begins"
We go back and forth hoping to end our night on a flirtatious note.
Falling asleep on the phone has become and away game ritual, Allen says it brings good luck and every time we fall asleep on the phone they've never lost a game so I believe him.
