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I looked at myself in the full length mirror in my bathroom and I barely recognized myself. I am now 3 months pregnant with twins, my baby bump is showing a lot more which is making this all too real for me. I now have black and whiteish hair, my style has changed completely and honestly I look happier.

I smiled as I looked at myself and imagined what our future would be like

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I smiled as I looked at myself and imagined what our future would be like. My smile dropped as I realized that it would probably be just me and these babies. Ace hasn't talked to me since the hospital and basically stays in his office all day every day. I sighed as I got dressed. I've got to go shop for baby stuff today since the nursery should be done by the end of the day.

I also have an ultrasound appointment today which means Im going to have to go to aces office to drop them off

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I also have an ultrasound appointment today which means Im going to have to go to aces office to drop them off. I go there every time I get an ultrasound just incase he decides that he wants to be there for this baby in the future. I headed down to the hospital ward and sat with Dr. Walsh. He's been my OB since i found out and I've grown to like him. I smiled as I heard my babies strong heart beats. I told him I don't want to know the genders just yet. He printed the pictures off for me and I stood up to leave telling him I'd be back next month.

I knocked on Aces office door and heard his yell to leave

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I knocked on Aces office door and heard his yell to leave.
"Ace it's me, I have the ultrasound from today" I said quietly
I didn't hear anything back so I just walked in and my heart dropped. Ace had one of his maids bent over his desk. He stopped as he looked at me and his eyes softened as he looked at me. I felt the tears fall as I walked to his desk and put the picture on it before turning and walking out. I walked down stairs as fast as I could but not fast enough apparently.
"Brielle wait. Please can we talk?" He grabbed my arm and turned me
"You had a month. I waited a month for you, patiently. But you gave me nothing! You told me you loved me and then walked out on me! I never told you that you had to be in these babies lives, I never said you had to be in mine either! But I wanted an explanation, a reason, anything that would make me feel like you actually did love me. But you gave me nothing." He opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off
"I never told you, you couldn't fuck whoever you wanted because frankly I don't care. I can't care right now because I need to go shopping for these 2 babies that I'm going to have to raise by myself!" I turned back around and was about to walk away when I heard him.
"I was scared" he whispered
"So am I but I have to be here." I said back as I walked out the front door.

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Shopping is more exhausting than I've ever realized. My whole body hurts and I'm ready for bed but I'm too hungry to sleep so I need to eat first. I smiled as I walked into the nursery looking at how beautiful it is while I rubbed my little bump.

I walked into their closet to make sure everything I bought them was in there

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I walked into their closet to make sure everything I bought them was in there. I gasped as I looked around. I noticed the things I bought but someone else has been buying things too.

I stormed out heading for Ace's office

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I stormed out heading for Ace's office. I slammed the door open not caring if he's in a meeting or not as my face was red with anger. I was pissed. First he makes me feel like I'm alone in this, then he buys my babies things? I'm so confused but more than that I'm pissed because I don't need him doing things for them if he's not going to be there.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I screamed
"Out. Out!" He said to the men that were with him
"First you don't talk to me after saying that you loved me and finding out I'm pregnant with your kids, then I find you banging some hooker in your office and you don't even say anything except that you were scared?! Oh and then I go to the nursery to find out you've been buying baby stuff!" He looks shocked
"I thought that would make you happy" he said which only made me more pissed
"You know what would make me happy ace? You going to my appointments with me, you shopping for OUR kids WITH ME! I don't care what or how much you buy Ace and neither will they. I want my kids to have a dad. I don't want them to have to wonder where they're getting all these expensive gifts. I want you to be here. Please." I was sobbing by the time I was done and he came around to pull me into him
"I'm so sorry doll. I was stupid and scared. I want to be here for you and them. From now on I'll be present I'll go to the appointments and I'll go shopping with you okay? I want us to be a family." I frowned at him
"No more hookers" he laughed
"No more hookers baby. Just you and our babies."
I smiled and told him I'm going to go eat something and then go for a nap.

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