I'm A Failure || revamp

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Dream

George!

Have you packed your bags and everything?

We can't have you missing stuff when you come to Florida

just because you were too lazy to check on everything.

You

Yes yes I haven't forgotten anything

Besides basically everything is already shipped to your place

stop worrying so much piss baby

Dream

Hey! That was 2 years ago knock it off bozo

You

Mmm I don't think so young man

Dream

Ok boomer

Anyways you should go to sleep it's like 5am for you

Your flight is tomorrow so you don't want to be tired

You

Yeah you're right

Ttyl!

Dream

Bye Georgie,love you

You

Yeah yeah whatever bye.

You wouldn't believe how many butterflies I got in my stomach when he said he loved me. I may or may not have had a crush on my best friend for almost a year. But, I'm straight. So it's not real. Everytime he says he loves me I wish he was telling the truth, but knowing it's all for jokes and he would never actually be in love with me hurts.

All of the fans think that dreams gay and love me or some shit but if you have been friends with him as long as I have you would know he is the straightest man alive. Everyday we text he's talking about boobs and some hot woman he met at the store.

Getting out of my thoughts I unlock my phone, set an alarm for 8am then put it back down. Those whole 3 hours till my alarm felt like 5 minutes. I couldn't sleep for more than 10 minutes without suddenly waking up feeling the nervous butterflies in my stomach. My mind would always remind me that I'm moving 779 miles away from home to move in with my best friend of 6 years.

For the first 3 months it will just be me and dream together in the house then after those months pass by sapnap would be joining us. We had all wished he could've come earlier so we could've had a lot more time with each other but he kept on saying he couldn't because he had to film a few videos with Karl and the mrbeast team and finish a few more projects in texas. Although I feel like those were all excuses to have me and dream of spending some time alone together.

Sap can see through me like an eagle so when i tell you he caught on fast about my crush on sapnap i mean it.I don't even know how he figured it out before i realized it! I always thought the feelings I was having were normal friend feelings that normal friends felt about each other. Every pair of best friends always have dreams of kissing their best friend right? And wondering what it would be like to have their hand in yours and be able to call them your partner?

According to sapnap everything i felt was a crush. And since then he's been trying to get the two of us alone together! It's quite tiring to say the least.

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Hello hello. Im gonna try my best to upload on this story a lot and not give up with it. I will be doing fortnightly uploads and yeah.