Human Again |neymarjr

introduction into Iris life

[chapter 1]

Hi. I'm Iris Benthold. I'm from Brazil , but i live in New York .
I'm 27 year old and a model for many big companies and brands , from all over the world, wich means that i travel all the time.

My love life is not perfect , but i am happy and i couldn't ask for more.
Me and Cole are togheter for 8 months. We met at a random shop back in Germany and i started to like him. We keeped in touch and later we got togheter. He stays in New York but i'm not ready for him to move in with me . At first he didn't accepted and he would complain everyday that he should move in with me , but after some talks he finally understood.

I have a good relationship with my parents , well had. After they met Cole they call me and keep telling me that he is not a good guy and i should not be with him , and i started arguing with them. Cole knew what my parents think about him and he started saying that they aren't the best neither . Of coure i didn't just close the little touch i had with my familly , because they mean so much more that Cole for me.

Cole is a pretty boy. He is 2 years younger but i didn't really found it as a problem. He could be really jealous sometimes and maybe not trusting me when i'm traveling more than 3 days , wich is hapening kind of all the time.

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,,how long are you going to stay in Italy?" Cole asked and i could hear the annoyance in his voice.

,,i don't know, maybe 4 days , since i have so many things to do" i answered him .

,,could you just stop being an model and enjoy your time ? Maybe thinking about others or i don't know. This modeling thing is boring and annoying as hell" Cole says.

At this point i was loosing it, i worked so much and i gave my heart for this job so a boy that i was togheter with just for 8 months could say that i should stop doing it?!

,,Cole you know that i'm not going to just drop my career that i worked years for just for some boy that can't even find a job. I think it's the best that we just broke up and never talk again" I said , as i stormed out of the little café

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As i got home i started packing. I packed everything that i needed and put the lugage at the door , for tommorow. As i did that at the door was a knok. I knew it was Cole.
I opened and guess who it was. Cole in person , with some shitty chocolate and some shitty flowers. I was ready to hear the same excuses , because it wasn't the first time he had to say something rude about my job.

,,i'm so sorry Iris , i didn't mean to say those things, please forgive me , please" he said.

,,Cole this isn't the first time , but i forgive you just stop saying such things. I need to sleep cause tommorow i got to leave to the airport at 6am. Goodnight Cole." And with that i just closed the door , leaving him with the flowers and the chocolate in his hands.