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I can't sleep I keep thinking about Thea wanting Roy's number why does she want it.It makes me slight annoyed at the fact she wants another guys number but maybe there just good friends I don't know but if I talk to Roy about it he'll think I like Thea and I don't know if that's true ugh what is she doing to me.
She has complete control over me and I think I'm okay with it.I've never felt this way with anyone and then she comes along and I'm happy about it ever since my mom has passed away I haven't been the same person but when she's here it's different like that spark comes back.
I give up on going to sleep it's now 3:00am I know I'm going to regret it but I can't help it since the night I slept in the same bed as Thea sleeping hasn't been the same you know.I hop in the shower I take a cold shower since I'm sore from practicing so much this week my legs have been killing me.
I get out and brush my teeth then go to my closet I grab a blue t shirt and black sweatpants my hairs still wet and I don't want my t shirt getting wet so I don't put on my shirt yet.I get a phone call who the hell would be calling at this hour its thea i immediately pick up I hear fast breathing "thea?what's wrong" I jump up from my bed.
"I-it's not thea it's her sister" I hear crying in the background I put on my shirt "what is it what's wrong?" My hearts pounding so hard it hurts "y-you we're the first person I could think of" her voice is shaky as if she's been crying as well "can you please tell me what's going on" I say softly not wanting to freak her out she's obviously very freaked out.
"T-thea I-is having a p-panic a-attack again" as soon as the word leaves her mouth Im running down stairs grabbing my keys and putting in my shoes getting in the car I remember the directions to her house this time "I'm on my way" I hang up and rush over im definitely speeding but I don't care like I said this girl has total control over me.
I finally get there and knock her sister opens the door she's blonde huh maybe it's fake.I rush in to see thea in a ball on the couch she kinda looks how she did when she had a nightmare was that a panic attack too?I walk over by her and sit down pulling her into a hug "thea baby come here" I pull her into my lap she's hiccuping into my neck I can feel her wet face against my skin.
I rub her back "let's get some water" I carry her over to her fridge and find bottled water I hand it to her but she's still shaking and won't take it "come on baby do this please" I beg her I feel my eyes burning and I feel tears start to prick she looks me in the eyes and I see the immediate guilt on her face "it's okay baby just please take a drink" I put the water in her hands she's still shaking but she gets a sip out of the water.
"Good girl" I cup her face kissing her cheek I'm really hoping she won't remember this.I kinda hope she does she's no longer crying just hiccuping and breathing heavy I carry her up to her bed and turn around to see her sister standing there with a tears dried on her face I frown a little I don't like seeing people cry it hurts me.
