"Your safe here"

03

I get home and my parents are already waiting they just beat me up in words i csnt express i run to my room and lock it i clean up myself and look st my body in the mirror
"Im just so fucking disgusting"
I tear up.
The things i hated about myself were alot my eyes i had my dads eyes but when i cried i had my older sisters eyes but she was away in college i had my moms dimples and some other features but i hated my body the way i looked my laugh just everything
I had scars from abuse but also scars from selfharming i have attempted to kill mysef but i just couldn't anymore qt 13 I thought my parents would have changed but no they got worse and i didnt want to live like this but i had no choice then i got an facetime call from maddy

THE CALL
Maddy
Hey babeee

Sab
Hey mads

Maddy
So how are you

Sab
Im good but i csnt talk anymore

I didnt let her finish what she said i just hung up because i heard glass break fuck
Maddy probably heard it

20 minting later the doorbell rang
I ran downstairs i quickly cleaned up the glass before my mol could open the door
The thing about my family is we act perfect but behind the door its worse than perfect

At the door maddy stod there
Maddy:hi miss parker!
Vivi:oh maddy hello!
Maddy:can sab stay at mine for 1 day?
I want to hang and everything! Ill promise we will be safe!!
Vivi:of course!
Maddy:u dont need to pack just go get ur bag! I have clothes
I run up and get my bag i put my airpods,charger and my ohone in

Maddy:hey we have to walk btw
Sab:ok
We were walking then a random ass car stoped by us
Maddy:hey fez!
Fez:hop in
We got in and i saw an boy around my age
Damn tattos already?
Shit my momma would have murdered me
Fez:oh hey kid
Sab:hey fez
??:whos this bitch
Fez:ashtray dont say that to the girl
Sab:the bitches name is sabrina
Ashtray:didnt ask
damn he was rude
Maddy:fez can i buy some weed?
Fez:yea sure lemme go to the store get some and drop u off
We get to the store and maddy and fez get out
Now its me and ashtray in the car
Im looking at him
Sab:nice tattoo
Ash:fuck off u look like a brat
Sab:ok.
had sawtears formed in my eyes
But i hid them under my sunglasses
Maddy got in and jumped on me and i flinched
Maddy:why u flinching
Sab:i didnt flinch

We get to maddys house snd hang out

Time skip!!!
In the morning i get ready to go back it was an 15 minute walk
I got ti my house and i walk in and see it trashed. No sign of my parents money on the table enough to get me through the whole year
The chairs are literally everywhere i clean up and go to my room and see an note

"Hey baby,take care of yourself me and your father are on vacation DONT CALL OR TEXT!
Love mom and dad:)"

Ok so im all alone in a big ass house
But luckily for some time im bot gonna get hurt..

To be continued